24/04/09 - 07/05/09

24/04/09
- lunch with ty, which is such a nice change frm e usual eat-ins
- supper at jp which also included a ride home :)

25/04/09
- gonggong accepted Christ
- xixi. Playing with her in e evening really puts the tension down
- chicken chop spaghetti tat zeh hooz bought for my dinner. Just felt nice to be at disc's with a homely feel after such a trying day

26/04/09
- personal time at service and e space to just let go of emotions
- the simple acknowledgement that meant so much though it didnt mean much

27/04/09
- taking e day off to babysit. Though I really wished for e time of afternoon nap and ended more sleepy than ever. But really enjoyed how e little girl loved to play with me

28/04/09
- safe journey to yichang with a little bit of fun exploring guangzhou in a couple hours

29/04/09
- xixi's abc song which is such a happy pick up in e down mood

30/04/09
- knowing that gonggong can come home

01/05/09
- gonggong sent back to singapore after such a scary nite

02/05/09
- being back in singapore. Seriously thankful.

03/05/09
- xixi responding well in sunday school
- "我永恒的家在天上" what a consolation. As if it's preparing me to say how nice the place is and I don't need to fear

04/05/09
- bad day unwinding e nonsense. But realising there's something called kindness at work
- excited abt e sharing of prayers in e workplace and being blessed to have e prayer grp

05/05/09
- the familiar friendly fruit juice aunty's acknowledgement. It's nice to know that you're remembered

06/05/09
- seeing grandpa and seeing him respond
- learning abt family leave which saved me half a day

07/05/09
- lunching with candice
- nuh is no longer "forbidden ground"
- that the wrong thing goes into "settled"