26/05/09

- starting and ending my day with my favourite-est person on earth :) she's just so cute

- being alive to enjoy there moments

- first time in many yrs managing to have a proper 1-to-1 lunch with man and catching up with her.

25/05/09

- back at work. prayed together. e comfort of familiarity though I rather have more rest. heh

- lunch friend is changing to dinner friend. another decadent monday dinner :)

- man for bothering to call and show herself in front of me before disappearing again.

24/05/09

- back in choir. and still feels like home

- the song 祝福 which kinda reflected on yesterday's qt

- managing my 'loneliness' quite happily at mac's + wireless.sg

- evening nap

23/05/09

- alone time at coffee bean and finding my way to '发泄' pent up unhappiness

- kwans for e ride to family dinner.

- knowing God is gracious and all i need to do is to ask for forgiveness

22/05/09

- still not working for e week and enjoying my afternoon off by myself

- turned out that k.b's lunch was a blessing in disguise. cos if not for having to travel to town to meet her, i wouldn't have that pocket of space for myself

21/05/09

- torment from tumtum die-real stopped

- being at peace cos i know where they are now

20/05/09

- die-real. though was such terrible experienced, i think that distracted e emotional pain and cushioned e effects of e cremation

- the song 'how great thou art' being played. which reminded me of no matter wat crap circumstance we're in, God is so great and worthy for our praise

19/05/09

- kuku's words of sharing during e svc

- cuzzies irreverance to e flower wreathes and tiger blanket which turned out to be great props of forfeit entertainment. heh

18/05/09

- gong's freed of pain and suffering

- God's perfect timing in all and how personal and real He was

17/05/09

- short sermon which gave chance of tea at ah mei

- being in choir though I suck

- going to sleep, like now, :)

16/05/09

- gong smiled. though for really short

- xixi's so cute

- finally gone for haircut

15/05/09

- being able to take a breather

- that "work-related" email that made be feel so thankful

14/05/09

- realised that I'm opened again

- one for one lunch at coffee club

13/05/09

- technology in our lives. that so much can be discovered just by lookin thru phone

- inpromptu dinner. yummies

12/05/09

- flexible lunches and a ride back to office

- for being able to be open and honest abt how I felt

11/05/09

- workload seems relatively little recently. which is kinda perfect timing since it means I can knock off earlier

10/05/09

- being loved by mother and her mother

- watching cutie's actions showing us her beautiful cup cake and feeding us with it

09/05/09

- luxury of sleeping in e whole day

08/05/09

- laughing for real after so long
- that cell's growing.

24/04/09 - 07/05/09

24/04/09
- lunch with ty, which is such a nice change frm e usual eat-ins
- supper at jp which also included a ride home :)

25/04/09
- gonggong accepted Christ
- xixi. Playing with her in e evening really puts the tension down
- chicken chop spaghetti tat zeh hooz bought for my dinner. Just felt nice to be at disc's with a homely feel after such a trying day

26/04/09
- personal time at service and e space to just let go of emotions
- the simple acknowledgement that meant so much though it didnt mean much

27/04/09
- taking e day off to babysit. Though I really wished for e time of afternoon nap and ended more sleepy than ever. But really enjoyed how e little girl loved to play with me

28/04/09
- safe journey to yichang with a little bit of fun exploring guangzhou in a couple hours

29/04/09
- xixi's abc song which is such a happy pick up in e down mood

30/04/09
- knowing that gonggong can come home

01/05/09
- gonggong sent back to singapore after such a scary nite

02/05/09
- being back in singapore. Seriously thankful.

03/05/09
- xixi responding well in sunday school
- "我永恒的家在天上" what a consolation. As if it's preparing me to say how nice the place is and I don't need to fear

04/05/09
- bad day unwinding e nonsense. But realising there's something called kindness at work
- excited abt e sharing of prayers in e workplace and being blessed to have e prayer grp

05/05/09
- the familiar friendly fruit juice aunty's acknowledgement. It's nice to know that you're remembered

06/05/09
- seeing grandpa and seeing him respond
- learning abt family leave which saved me half a day

07/05/09
- lunching with candice
- nuh is no longer "forbidden ground"
- that the wrong thing goes into "settled"