- getting to leave earlier coz i'm just so tired of working- spending the evening with family coz i overslept for service.
- i finished one year of DOT-ing and i know i've got more than 365 items penned down, and way more that i have to give thanks for.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
30/12/09
- getting the sms frm small s to let me know that i've been thought of... and happened to read the emails wrote long ago. so thankful to have her in my life though we're not exactly the closest of frens
- for the joy of new addition to the wongs, happy for them.
- for the joy of new addition to the wongs, happy for them.
29/12/09
- c's assurances, and knowing that she's really fighting for me... it kinda makes it worthwhile, even if nothing is done, i'm happy already
28/12/09
- simple but nice lunch after a long time. with g & a... amazing how a went to join socgen, that's how we finally lunched together again
- nice dinner to catch up and just to chit chat =)
- nice dinner to catch up and just to chit chat =)
26/12/09
- buying the much-awaited christmas present for myself =) thankful that though i'm not rich, i always have enough for myself, to reward myself with little things every now and then
25/12/09
- no questions asked.. was so afraid of having to jiao dai to pple. but yeah... thankful that i was just left alone
- random starbucks at holland v at night. sometimes i'm proud of my mum for being so hip.
- random starbucks at holland v at night. sometimes i'm proud of my mum for being so hip.
24/12/09
- car ride home by uncle p, which is really kind, even though it's so outta way, and best part, just have to leave at 3 =)
- nice "PARTY" *jumps jumps* times - love moments like that with the little gal!!
- nice "PARTY" *jumps jumps* times - love moments like that with the little gal!!
23/12/09
- a certain lizard was born 28 yrs ago, and this made a difference in my life with her gentleness and love
- having fun with jess entertaining ourselves with christmas gift shopping =)
- having fun with jess entertaining ourselves with christmas gift shopping =)
22/12/09
- the practice session is cancelled! didn't want to go at all, but didnt have the heart to cancel on them, so have to just go, but turned out that didn't need to
- yet another paid cabfare, and tang yuan time together =)
- yet another paid cabfare, and tang yuan time together =)
21/12/09
- knowing that there're folks who care. yet giving me enough space to do what i want, and trusting that i know what to do
20/12/09
- the understanding of my dear pple, that even though i chose the irresponsible easy way out of not coming, they still allowed my mis-doings in love.
- spending another good family day at the esplanade. somehow there's something i really love abt esplanade.
- spending another good family day at the esplanade. somehow there's something i really love abt esplanade.
19/12/09
- my own time of slacking and being alone. i like... that i can have the indulgence of just spending my time in the way i like
18/12/09
- making the early decision of not going to church for alpha nite, but have kept that time for a nice meet up with old frens
17/12/09
- watching composer with the rest. not a usual crowd, not the best show, but i enjoyed myself.
16/12/09
- watching beauty and beast, by myself. thankful that i'm no longer conscious of having to sit by myself, having to buy ticket for 1 at the counters, and for being able to afford such luxuries once in a while... and i had a good laugh. i like
15/12/09
- getting the bag hanger from G... nice coz she's one of the last pple to expect a xmas present from
14/12/09
- having the luxury of an extended lunch break... met up ms soh, then headed to pay for cat, which gave a good reason to stay out longer. do appreciate such chances to eat snake at times
13/12/09
- little one showed her independence at the sunday sch party today. i like to see her interacting with others, and not being overly sticky.... also thankful for the "jiejie" who tries so hard to communicate with her
12/12/09
- another uneventful day, which kinda works out for me because i can no longer take very eventful days now.
11/12/09
- tgif. and for the cell, for the things we're thankful for, and the good time singing together
10/12/09
- half day break, long needed. and for team to be so understanding to let me have it.
- having a good laugh at bb. i just had a lot of fun!
- having a good laugh at bb. i just had a lot of fun!
08/12/09
- going over to suntec to meet c. nice to hear from her... coz she really understands what i'm going thru at work having gone thru the same thing herself. thankful for her friendship too, to think we didn't really talk when we were both in uob.
- having a little lovely to wait for me to come home. that always perk my otherwise sad days.
- having a little lovely to wait for me to come home. that always perk my otherwise sad days.
06/12/09
- giving in to the weakness of the body, and slacked away instead of going to the party... but turned out to be a good time of discussion with the very first id we found. at least it wasn't all that waste of time...
05/12/09
- for sweetie to want to take the photo with me... such a lovely lovely!
- for the car ride home though it's out of the way for her. =)
- for the car ride home though it's out of the way for her. =)
04/12/09
- cell's ktv time! i enjoy the time spent with them. thankful to how we've grown together that though we're not the "best friends" to one another, at least we do enjoy our times together
03/12/09
- my sweetie darling's month day. 3 yrs and 1 month, that's how long i've been enjoying her company
- despite having a difficult cab taking time, at least i had the company of P and also to have the cabfare paid for.
- despite having a difficult cab taking time, at least i had the company of P and also to have the cabfare paid for.
02/12/09
- to have elaine to hear me complain while on the way... that somehow there was a sense of peacefulness despite crappiness that felt very good as i walked down to esplanade, and to enjoy the cai tow kuay after working late.
01/12/09
- meetin jess... though it wasn't easy leaving work, having to coordinate driver for the ewf event etc... but i'm glad i made it out, and that i didn't need to help in the ewf. thankful for having the wisdom and guts to say no to help with ewf
29/11/09
- ktv times, though it's an unusual combi, but i had fun, not the typical sad sunday that i've to go off myself after choir
- happy to eat that half boiled egg =)
- happy to eat that half boiled egg =)
28/11/09
- that mean requests get heard. sometimes i'm guilty as much as i'm thankful. but i'm glad that i was not misunderstood, and for the acceptance of my selfishness
- deciding to be anti-social and skip the wedding... thankful for the very heavy rain which served as good excuse.
- deciding to be anti-social and skip the wedding... thankful for the very heavy rain which served as good excuse.
27/11/09
- public holiday! my long-awaited desperate for break.
- having my alone time at hv, with massage =)
- getting to meet up with jess and ly... to just nua at starbucks and chit chat.
- having my alone time at hv, with massage =)
- getting to meet up with jess and ly... to just nua at starbucks and chit chat.
26/11/09
- first time having lunch with serene. it's nice to have a new friend at work =) - breakfast from cat. potato and sardine curry puff. not exactly the most yummy, but a real good start to my day.. thankful that she always "take cares' of me in that sense.
25/11/09
- mistake made (thankful that it's small too), but easily reversed by rebooking a/c no. somehow got the skill of undoing mistakes =( but am thankful that i was never blamed for the mistakes i made.
24/11/09
- dear jess' bday! i'm so thankful for her in my life, to pei me thru many lonely times, and for hanging together... for being the listening ear, and empathizing with my meaness... and for the many good times i know we'll spend together =)
23/11/09
- hearing from k, to know that she's here in sg and she wanna meet me. never quite expected a friendship to begin just frm the volunteer trip, afterall, i wasn't the most sociable person there... but yah, that reminds me of the trip that i'm so thankful that i went.
22/11/09
- qy's encouragement. i'm so thankful for that... coz sometimes all we need is just a little encouragement. and i realised that she always make a pt to encourage me when i'm rostered. thank God for her.
- that God is still willing to use a crappy life. and to remind the crappy life that it's not just crap, but a road of grace.
- that God is still willing to use a crappy life. and to remind the crappy life that it's not just crap, but a road of grace.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
21/11/09
- being ministered in a very personal way when i least expected.. and truely understanding what is my own path of grace, might be different from others' interpretation, but still full of grace nevertheless
-my alone time at coffeebean, though it was meant to be used for preparing tmr's slides. i'm kinda glad that i did so much more... and that includes these DOTs updates.
-my alone time at coffeebean, though it was meant to be used for preparing tmr's slides. i'm kinda glad that i did so much more... and that includes these DOTs updates.
20/11/09
- seeing jess and su. and being early 2nd day in the row =)
- qy's thoughtfulness to sms regarding the wrong CD, when i didn't even realise it. sometimes i'm just amazed... i dont see her as somebody close, but yet sometimes this distant friend seem to touch me in a very different way.
- qy's thoughtfulness to sms regarding the wrong CD, when i didn't even realise it. sometimes i'm just amazed... i dont see her as somebody close, but yet sometimes this distant friend seem to touch me in a very different way.
19/11/09
- being able to get off earlier =))
- the very enjoyable discussion on "work" coz of the person i'm discussing it with. and thankful on how fast and productive it is.... and also for being able to move on from where i was and keep going
- the very enjoyable discussion on "work" coz of the person i'm discussing it with. and thankful on how fast and productive it is.... and also for being able to move on from where i was and keep going
18/11/09
- finally, the prayer team together again =) just so thankful that it's been a hard week, and committing it all to God together just feels so good
- how the team became a full team again. thank God for my partners in Christ... even those not direct in the team are there too... (ly in organising it all for me, qy for asking qx to bring the CD for me to listen in case it may help me better.... ) thank God for them.
- how the message became even more real and stronger to me. glorious God, crappy me. but that's not conclusive, coz glorious God loves crappy me.... and therefore i'm more than crappy though i'm more crappy =)
- how the team became a full team again. thank God for my partners in Christ... even those not direct in the team are there too... (ly in organising it all for me, qy for asking qx to bring the CD for me to listen in case it may help me better.... ) thank God for them.
- how the message became even more real and stronger to me. glorious God, crappy me. but that's not conclusive, coz glorious God loves crappy me.... and therefore i'm more than crappy though i'm more crappy =)
17/11/09
- new shit on the same account -- but resolved with the help of dealer though she didn't need to help. thank God for that moment where she feels kind enough to help. thank God that i managed to scrape through this one.....
- knowing that there's so much that i can't do, but yet knowing that God is in control of everything, including our work.
- knowing that there's so much that i can't do, but yet knowing that God is in control of everything, including our work.
16/11/09
- shitty booboo resolved, sianed, but thankful for client being nice and forgiving.
- ty for always being accomodating, and coming over all the way to meet me for lunch. thank God for friends in the vicinity of workplace, and friends who really understand the crappiness and hazards of the job coz they're in the same shit.
- that big christmas tree just downstairs of office is back!!! love it!
- ty for always being accomodating, and coming over all the way to meet me for lunch. thank God for friends in the vicinity of workplace, and friends who really understand the crappiness and hazards of the job coz they're in the same shit.
- that big christmas tree just downstairs of office is back!!! love it!
15/11/09
- snacking good time, with afternoon nap... finally some time of rest
- and fun times together putting up christmas tree =))
- and fun times together putting up christmas tree =))
14/11/09
- for being given the opportunity to serve though there's nothing really that fantastic about me... even with all my broken thoughts, warped ideals. and the opportunity to serve with this team.. that i know that such combi at such time is not by chance
- family time. i'm thankful for the frequent parties, and for the good times that we can share
- family time. i'm thankful for the frequent parties, and for the good times that we can share
13/11/09
- the encouragement though i wasn't even discouraged.
- the email to try to put things right, and to check that i was ok.
- the fact that i'm really ok, and knowing that people around me do care.
- the email to try to put things right, and to check that i was ok.
- the fact that i'm really ok, and knowing that people around me do care.
12/11/09
- cuzzie pioz, for being who she is. and i know that God you are in her life too.
- for God, You being in our family though not all know you yet.
- for God, You being in our family though not all know you yet.
11/11/09
- finally being able to fix up the worship set. and knowing that my limitations
- for the time that i enjoy with them, though it's only four of us who turned up that night
- for the time that i enjoy with them, though it's only four of us who turned up that night
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
10/11/09
- that I can afford that pick-me-up starbucks. Though not that ex, but still a luxury to enjoy ever so often. And thankful how something so small and silly can give the day a happy twist
- that moment of alone time and realising that I'm "royalty" and should be living e life of royalty and not beggar (though i feel more like a prostitute for work at times) - but yah, word of e day: royalty and only cos of God's love then I'm made royalty :)
- that moment of alone time and realising that I'm "royalty" and should be living e life of royalty and not beggar (though i feel more like a prostitute for work at times) - but yah, word of e day: royalty and only cos of God's love then I'm made royalty :)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
09/11/09
- monday is over.
- and even when there's nothing good, it just makes me feel better to know tat I've got a praying team
- i finally caught up with myself... and for having a good memory for things that happened
- and even when there's nothing good, it just makes me feel better to know tat I've got a praying team
- i finally caught up with myself... and for having a good memory for things that happened
07/11/09
- grace that was so freely given and acceptance though I'm crap- having good family fun! I love my xixi! :)
06/11/09
- su and dun for sacrificing being able to be on time so that I can go together
- being reminded of she who loves me and knowing that the most precious part is the shared memories that nobody can take away
05/11/09
- good yummy dinner and knowing that whenever I'm going back for dinner, there's a special spread that I like :)
04/11/09
- knowing that past 28 yrs is all a road of blessing. And it was just given so freely.
- for all that blessed me in their own special ways
03/11/09
- that special being in my life who brings me much much joy- getting e luxury of good food.
01/11/09
- the joy of seeing a little girl holding an offering can. Sometimes I think this is almost as good as having my own daughter. :)
- our fun and crazy family and e fun we had at e international party!
- our fun and crazy family and e fun we had at e international party!
31/10/09
- jess for being a bonus to share cab to e ice cream workshop and for e time spent post ice cream.
29/10/09
- the free taxi ride cos i share my cab.
- free coffee frm chris to start my day
- that though day started wrong being very late and all, it turned out well.
28/10/09
- a little darling woke up and said bye to me before i left for work... a total day brightener =)
27/10/09
- having dinner together at the guild house... i like that feeling of family. and of course seeing somebody excited to see me is a plus plus plus!
26/10/09
- seeing the first christmas tree at suntec. it just lifts my mood though i know christmas is not abt the glitzy lights and all that scrambling around...
24/10/09
- finally, my long awaited alone time.. And for having the chance to update this after a one mth and knowing there's always at least one thanksgiving each day
22/10/09
- truly enjoying my day off though personal time is sacrificed. Really had fun playing with e darling and was given a breather by having an undisturbed nap. Thank God for the understanding tat mooz shown
21/10/09
- perfect timing. That the timetable fell in place so nicely.. to have massage, meet juan and head off to the church
18/10/09
- checking into the chalet... and enjoying the time together with everybody though it's really noisy. ha...
17/10/09
- learning abt focus. you can only do one thing properly if you really focus.
- and learning that sometimes having more hands means less "efficiency" but on the whole, you still get to acheive more. guess it's abt humbling yourself and learning that you can never do it all by yourself.
- and learning that sometimes having more hands means less "efficiency" but on the whole, you still get to acheive more. guess it's abt humbling yourself and learning that you can never do it all by yourself.
16/10/09
- meeting jess! yay yay! and totally pigged out! fun!
- finally getting to watch a movie.. julie/julia... and i'm really inspired to want to try to acheive something in one year... just that have no goals... but well, at least i had fun imagining that i can do something. ha
- finally getting to watch a movie.. julie/julia... and i'm really inspired to want to try to acheive something in one year... just that have no goals... but well, at least i had fun imagining that i can do something. ha
14/10/09
- didn't like today coz my darling "had a great fall =( but thankful that we've got nonsensical games like "vacuum" to up her mood...
12/10/09
- it's my dear grandma's birthday. though we don't get to celebrate her bday now, i;m thankful for the past birthdays we celebrated... at least i remember the last bday we spent together in the states.
10/10/09
- dreamworld. love seeing the little one's independently playing... plus all the fun we had as a family
09/10/09
- the beginning of the long awaited break
- not that a good thing to bump into the CLS colleagues, but thankful that i'm reminded of the friendship i have with some of them.... and that i'm no longer suffering in that place.
- not that a good thing to bump into the CLS colleagues, but thankful that i'm reminded of the friendship i have with some of them.... and that i'm no longer suffering in that place.
08/10/09
- getting to meet elaine after such long time... and the perfect timing that she needs to work late so that it's no pressure on me.
- being able to be open and get to voice out my unhappiness at work
- being able to be open and get to voice out my unhappiness at work
07/10/09
- CN's offer to buy food and all... such a constant act of kindness... pple always say quite unusual coz usually it's assistant that buys food for boss and not the other way round
06/10/09
- BT group left =( but thankful coz i know that we don't have to lose hope just coz clients leave... and i know God is in control of our work too
05/10/09
- having the flexibility of coming in late without getting buay-song faces
- teh c kosong, a nice break in the noon!
- teh c kosong, a nice break in the noon!
04/10/09
- finally going to the gym though i'm really as unfit as where i started =(
- meeting my dear artzies after so so long... it's nice coz i think i moved on with the disappointment and expectations and stuff... so it's kinda fun to meet up
- meeting my dear artzies after so so long... it's nice coz i think i moved on with the disappointment and expectations and stuff... so it's kinda fun to meet up
03/10/09
- receiving an sms from "my fats" asking me to go gym. haha. just like that kinda little make me smile sms =)
- nicest egg in the world! for the nice family fun day out at the esplanade. the joy i get from spending time with them together with a nice component of watching performances, which is something i really enjoy
- nicest egg in the world! for the nice family fun day out at the esplanade. the joy i get from spending time with them together with a nice component of watching performances, which is something i really enjoy
01/10/09
- finding simple pleasures like that yong tau fu at suntec. sometimes i'm just thankful that simple things like food can do so much for me
30/09/09
- getting to meet marg and jacq. it's been a long time since i bother to meet pple to catch up...thankful that though it's less familiar, at least you are still being included.
28/09/09
- nice time of hanging with hj and wj. though we didn't get the feast we wanted, it was still fun hanging and talking nonsense
27/09/09
- sally's faithfulness and love for ordering rice for us every week. that morning sms is always the start of my sunday mornings. =)
26/09/09
- totally enjoying that praise group session. think i really like to banchang and of course i'm thankful for the opportunity to do something i enjoy
- spending time with su at the tiramisu place... haven't had the luxury to talk like that for as far as i can remember.... i'm just thankful for the new stage of life she's stepping into, and thankful for the blessings given to her, and that everything is so well staged and obvious that God's hand is in it =)
- spending time with su at the tiramisu place... haven't had the luxury to talk like that for as far as i can remember.... i'm just thankful for the new stage of life she's stepping into, and thankful for the blessings given to her, and that everything is so well staged and obvious that God's hand is in it =)
25/09/09
- doing the prayer walk and enjoying it so much. to realise that there's so much to pray for in the company... and that encouragement to know that we're all in it together.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
24/09/09
- it's thursday unknowingly... Weekend feels near already :)
- though cn's out on biz, load is still manageable
- getting e high outta doing trades by myself in her absence
- though cn's out on biz, load is still manageable
- getting e high outta doing trades by myself in her absence
23/09/09
- receiving just a bible verse a day... And they even do chinese version which is nice and qin qie to me
- to realise such a spiritual movement is going thru where I am
- getting to sing though I suck. And enjoying e process cos it just reminds me of how I'm walking on a path of grace
- nice song. En dian zhi lu
- closing e day exceptionally by going to play with my darling :) fun!
- to realise such a spiritual movement is going thru where I am
- getting to sing though I suck. And enjoying e process cos it just reminds me of how I'm walking on a path of grace
- nice song. En dian zhi lu
- closing e day exceptionally by going to play with my darling :) fun!
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
22/09/09
- homemade buah keluak for lunch and homemade curry for dinner. Yum to both!
- shutting down pc while still working means an earlier day off work. :) well done
- being cushioned from e impact of dreaded news. It's kinda perfect timing cos I'm "untouchable" now, having e need to put in (and already have been putting in a lot) of attn to e new ones.
- lovely lovely sweetie darling... And coming home early means more happy times spent with her
- shutting down pc while still working means an earlier day off work. :) well done
- being cushioned from e impact of dreaded news. It's kinda perfect timing cos I'm "untouchable" now, having e need to put in (and already have been putting in a lot) of attn to e new ones.
- lovely lovely sweetie darling... And coming home early means more happy times spent with her
Monday, September 21, 2009
21/09/09
- that it's a public holiday and there's no need to work.
- seeing e xiao long bao and playing with sweetie... And later going out to "play" :)
- seeing e xiao long bao and playing with sweetie... And later going out to "play" :)
20/09/09
- enjoying nite at e airport, running for crocs shoes, coffee and just being silly with e family. I just love e time spent together esp with my dear cutesy bo!
- making e decision on e burgundy house... At least we start doing something
- making e decision on e burgundy house... At least we start doing something
19/09/09
- lotsa sleep!
- being able to slowly figure my way out of first page of zhufu and enjoying it. I'm sure i can complete my 3 mths challenge
- fun supper with family. :)
- being able to slowly figure my way out of first page of zhufu and enjoying it. I'm sure i can complete my 3 mths challenge
- fun supper with family. :)
18/09/09
- being made excited abt prayers again
- being slapped in my face for thinking we can get away with not bearing fruits cos it's out season (jesus and e fig tree)
- I took 157 home. And having dun to pei me for e ride... And to listen to e nonsense I was talking abt :)
- being slapped in my face for thinking we can get away with not bearing fruits cos it's out season (jesus and e fig tree)
- I took 157 home. And having dun to pei me for e ride... And to listen to e nonsense I was talking abt :)
16/09/09
- it's been a week since I've updated this, and I'm thankful there's still something to give thx for each day. :)
- I wrote e above in e morning... And was told to share something to give thanks for in e evening.
- for knowing that i can't sing well but yet still have a chance to serve with my voice
- for willingness of friend to share sweet moments in their life. That it's beyond laughter and tears I love coffee bean moments.
- I wrote e above in e morning... And was told to share something to give thanks for in e evening.
- for knowing that i can't sing well but yet still have a chance to serve with my voice
- for willingness of friend to share sweet moments in their life. That it's beyond laughter and tears I love coffee bean moments.
15/09/09
- for hearing the wonderful news! :)
- for being involved in such small ways just by praying.
- for knowing that she will be happy and seeing such blessings in her life.
- for being involved in such small ways just by praying.
- for knowing that she will be happy and seeing such blessings in her life.
14/09/09
- ty for always being so obliging to accommodate my lunch time
- having a good giggle abt e pple we an lian-ed before And realising that though nothing happened then, it always served as a sweet memory :)
- which is a nice break to talk abt on a boring monday afternoon
- having a good giggle abt e pple we an lian-ed before And realising that though nothing happened then, it always served as a sweet memory :)
- which is a nice break to talk abt on a boring monday afternoon
13/09/09
- being able to put on that choir gown again
- enjoying a quick cuppa coffee at coffee bean
- enjoying a quick cuppa coffee at coffee bean
12/09/09
- enjoying e liquids moment as we pon part of e choir camp.
- being inspired and crazy enough to want to try learning one bar a day and play zhufu at e end of 3 mths
- being inspired and crazy enough to want to try learning one bar a day and play zhufu at e end of 3 mths
11/09/09
- 911 has passed so quickly and that we're kept safely till today
- noticing e song lyrics... To be reminded that God's plan is to prosper us and not to harm us
- noticing e song lyrics... To be reminded that God's plan is to prosper us and not to harm us
10/09/09
- being reminded that offering needs to be e best We don't bring lame sheeps for offering, but bring e choicest to offer
- knowing that there's a lot more I can do to up-skill myself
- being happy with e decision I made to stay back for e course and gave up e langkawi hols (which saved me some money too)
- knowing that there's a lot more I can do to up-skill myself
- being happy with e decision I made to stay back for e course and gave up e langkawi hols (which saved me some money too)
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
08/09/09
- realising the coincidental dates at work that help me change e dates and get moving easily.
- for grace extended to me with no strings attached though it's clearly my negligence then.
- realising how damn stress i was before e thai trip as I recall e moment then... That kinda puts e perspective in place that now is not the worst time though it's really tiring
- claiming cab fare
- seeing my darling that kinda drives e gloom away
- for grace extended to me with no strings attached though it's clearly my negligence then.
- realising how damn stress i was before e thai trip as I recall e moment then... That kinda puts e perspective in place that now is not the worst time though it's really tiring
- claiming cab fare
- seeing my darling that kinda drives e gloom away
07/09/09
- my days are so easy to pass cos I'm freaking busy! Shit! Plus the little exploitations that make me even more occupied
- but thankful that I still have a job tat I don't head and e team tat's close to my heart
- and of course getting appreciated. By client and by cn. Sure feels good to have a little positive stroke once a while
- e best part that I have to give thanks for must be seeing the dear 4. Thankful for knowing that there's different focus and struggles in our lives, but yet we're bound together with the same one Love
- knowing there's so much to complain, yet at e same time so much to give thanks for.
- but thankful that I still have a job tat I don't head and e team tat's close to my heart
- and of course getting appreciated. By client and by cn. Sure feels good to have a little positive stroke once a while
- e best part that I have to give thanks for must be seeing the dear 4. Thankful for knowing that there's different focus and struggles in our lives, but yet we're bound together with the same one Love
- knowing there's so much to complain, yet at e same time so much to give thanks for.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
05/09/09
- being able to just attend meeting.
- for my ever cute darling... time spent with her no matter how physically tired i am, is always so enjoyable
- for my ever cute darling... time spent with her no matter how physically tired i am, is always so enjoyable
02/09/09
- yummy meal! for being able to afford such luxuries from time to time and for having the company to do so
- hj's effort to try to get us meet... if not for her, don't think we'll ever meet
- hj's effort to try to get us meet... if not for her, don't think we'll ever meet
30/08/09
- being able to sing, and having the chance to. that even though it's not the best, i think it reaches Your ears.
Saturday, August 29, 2009
29/08/09
- full day programme, but happy though tired...
- seeing two darling babies! baby j smiled, so cute... baby c is just too lovable beyond words =)
- realising the happy hormones are still in me, not gone yet. haha
- seeing two darling babies! baby j smiled, so cute... baby c is just too lovable beyond words =)
- realising the happy hormones are still in me, not gone yet. haha
28/08/09
- yet another early evening =)
- cell, then +3 for yummy porridge, then -7 for my enjoyable nite walk... and for great company who allows me to indulge in myself by talking lots of stuff! just love such friday nites....
- cell, then +3 for yummy porridge, then -7 for my enjoyable nite walk... and for great company who allows me to indulge in myself by talking lots of stuff! just love such friday nites....
27/08/09
- mcdonald's double fillet
- sitting next to a group of youngsters playing games... and that made me thankful that i ever had such fun times too... miss those times, but at least it's a 曾经拥有 for me... beats having nothing at all
- smart phones, gprs, technology... perfect timing for 502 =)
- sitting next to a group of youngsters playing games... and that made me thankful that i ever had such fun times too... miss those times, but at least it's a 曾经拥有 for me... beats having nothing at all
- smart phones, gprs, technology... perfect timing for 502 =)
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
26/08/09
- leaving office before 6pm today! Rare rare! :)
- and thus getting to eat e omelette thing. And thank God for making eggs such yummy thing. Instant pick me up
- being able to reach on time with a full stomach and sing. Haven't had such luxuries. I love to sing! :)
- having a ride back. yay! :)
- and thus getting to eat e omelette thing. And thank God for making eggs such yummy thing. Instant pick me up
- being able to reach on time with a full stomach and sing. Haven't had such luxuries. I love to sing! :)
- having a ride back. yay! :)
24/08/09
- to know how considerate they are towards me, and that there's on big booboos to clear after e break
- lunch talking abt how worthless we are, yet blessed. And cn sharing abt e lesson on waiting. Many times we just have to wait
- still having a sense of excitement though it's all over
- lunch talking abt how worthless we are, yet blessed. And cn sharing abt e lesson on waiting. Many times we just have to wait
- still having a sense of excitement though it's all over
23/08/09
- to be able to spend time with family on a weekend. Nice to just have lunch, see house and massage.
- thankful for my family. :)
- thankful for my family. :)
22/08/09
- to see e lizard at e door step next to mine. I'm seriously thankful that I'm saved from a trauma
-having a kaki back home yet at e same time enjoying distance between us. But happy to enjoy e time spent at e airport, with similar pref to kill time
- being home
-having a kaki back home yet at e same time enjoying distance between us. But happy to enjoy e time spent at e airport, with similar pref to kill time
- being home
21/08/09
- learning how to give up when it's not meant for you. And realising the one who gives up first gets closure first.
- being loved and treated like a vip by e kids. The humility that I seen. Opens my heart to tell me that i MUST do something for them.
- knowing I can pray for all sorts of silly things, wherever I may be.
- learning to deal with shyness, awkwardness and reliance. And having fun! Well done me.
- being loved and treated like a vip by e kids. The humility that I seen. Opens my heart to tell me that i MUST do something for them.
- knowing I can pray for all sorts of silly things, wherever I may be.
- learning to deal with shyness, awkwardness and reliance. And having fun! Well done me.
Friday, August 21, 2009
20/08/09
- seeing happiness can sometimes be so simple... that sometimes we just forget e magic
- bearing fruits shld be according to seasons. so sometimes we need not be so hard on ourselves
- safety and still being able to update this
- bearing fruits shld be according to seasons. so sometimes we need not be so hard on ourselves
- safety and still being able to update this
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
19/08/09
- sleeping in late! and waking up to yummy fried dao gua... and hanging around my darling xixi.... think i don't really want to go on the trip as much as i want to not work and just stay home. haha
- having the luxury of time of doing nothing but just getting online to update this since i have nothing to do.... been a long while since i had nothing to do.
- getting to update my DOT before the day has even ended.
updated:
- that I made it here safely. and hotel is not as bad as I thought... and there's wireless in this ulu town. and i can fit in e tshirt provided so I don't need to be humiliated for not wearing e same. hee
- having the luxury of time of doing nothing but just getting online to update this since i have nothing to do.... been a long while since i had nothing to do.
- getting to update my DOT before the day has even ended.
updated:
- that I made it here safely. and hotel is not as bad as I thought... and there's wireless in this ulu town. and i can fit in e tshirt provided so I don't need to be humiliated for not wearing e same. hee
18/08/09
- managing to survive through the day... and it's the last work day. =) stress will stop for a real short while.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
17/08/09
- a monday that just gone by so quickly.... and ending it off nicely with up
- knowing that my heart still has the ability to be moved by silly things like movies
- ending my day with my precious!
- knowing that my heart still has the ability to be moved by silly things like movies
- ending my day with my precious!
Monday, August 17, 2009
16/08/09
- macdonald's breakfast before church.
- for feeling at home after not being ard, for the somehow extra copies of songsheet so that i don't feel awkward.... for being able to sing =)
- for feeling at home after not being ard, for the somehow extra copies of songsheet so that i don't feel awkward.... for being able to sing =)
15/08/09
- sleeping in late! for finishing the he wei nong qing unexpectedly overnite.... hee.. i love lazing to watch shows and sleeping in late =)
14/08/09
- tgif!
- for having the porridge.. yums. ha... thankful that cell can go on even though it's only 3 of us again.
- for having the porridge.. yums. ha... thankful that cell can go on even though it's only 3 of us again.
13/08/09
- being able to get off earlier, have a proper dinner and then watch a show =)
- the enjoyment of watching a production, though it's not like wow fantastic, but it does feel good doign something that i like...
- the kindness of yan to send me home =)
- the enjoyment of watching a production, though it's not like wow fantastic, but it does feel good doign something that i like...
- the kindness of yan to send me home =)
12/08/09
- home cooked meals. and for mooz who always bother cooking the stuff i like when i'm coming back home for dinner
11/08/09
- having a job to go back to, though reality is not always nice
- getting the approval for the trip...
- praying together as usual
- getting the approval for the trip...
- praying together as usual
Monday, August 10, 2009
10/08/09
- for being woke up by having a real good laugh =)
- a bit off, but i'm happy and thankful for friend who i know will have someone to make her laugh (and be happy) =)
- for friend's selflessness in having to wake up to answer phone so we can sleep =)
- for the good time of fellowship and the people in my life to make this possible to enjoy this =)
- a bit off, but i'm happy and thankful for friend who i know will have someone to make her laugh (and be happy) =)
- for friend's selflessness in having to wake up to answer phone so we can sleep =)
- for the good time of fellowship and the people in my life to make this possible to enjoy this =)
09/08/09
- being born and bred in Singapore. though not exactly the most perfect place, but it does give me a much better life than being elsewhere. thank God for this country. =)
Sunday, August 9, 2009
Friday, August 7, 2009
06/08/09
- bumping into ah di in all the morning irritatedness...
- managing to squeeze time out for lunch
- being told that my work is appreciated. though i think it's only right that i do it... guess we all need some encouragements from time to time.
- that total silence when we both just worked, yet having each other for company. and also thankful that even though i'm cheapening my pay with long work hours, at least i get compensated with a cab ride home.
- managing to squeeze time out for lunch
- being told that my work is appreciated. though i think it's only right that i do it... guess we all need some encouragements from time to time.
- that total silence when we both just worked, yet having each other for company. and also thankful that even though i'm cheapening my pay with long work hours, at least i get compensated with a cab ride home.
Thursday, August 6, 2009
05/08/09
- that I didn't start out too smoothly. And had to go thru exploitation. Cos all these worked for e good for me.
- that I know it'll work for e good for me now too.
- lunch with e long agos... Which made me realise that I'm able to say I left without regrets. And also thankful for being able to move to where I am with so many things learnt along e way
- having a boss who doesn't insist that you stay late everyday but chase you out of office... Even though you still can't leave.
- I seriously know that God is in control. :)
- that I know it'll work for e good for me now too.
- lunch with e long agos... Which made me realise that I'm able to say I left without regrets. And also thankful for being able to move to where I am with so many things learnt along e way
- having a boss who doesn't insist that you stay late everyday but chase you out of office... Even though you still can't leave.
- I seriously know that God is in control. :)
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
04/08/09
- everyday day alive is worth a thanksgiving. That I can still be doing this today despite not being in e easiest state.
- yet another day passed.
- suddenly realising that my desperateness to get out is not as intense. Might have gotta do with e fact tat I finally get to go out. Or it might just be e unhappiness quotient moving down and therefore lesser need of escapism
- yet another day passed.
- suddenly realising that my desperateness to get out is not as intense. Might have gotta do with e fact tat I finally get to go out. Or it might just be e unhappiness quotient moving down and therefore lesser need of escapism
Monday, August 3, 2009
03/08/09
- I survived yet another day
- learning abt faith. 2 farmers pray for rain but only one prepared pails and jugs. Believing is one thing, being prepared to receive is another.
- monday prayer day. Special connection that's more than colleagues
- that it gets mentioned during prayer. And becomes reality. Scary, yet exciting. :) thank God for e chance to go
- for growth. For stretching. That we're all better than we were.
- for 33 mths of blessing in our lives :)
- learning abt faith. 2 farmers pray for rain but only one prepared pails and jugs. Believing is one thing, being prepared to receive is another.
- monday prayer day. Special connection that's more than colleagues
- that it gets mentioned during prayer. And becomes reality. Scary, yet exciting. :) thank God for e chance to go
- for growth. For stretching. That we're all better than we were.
- for 33 mths of blessing in our lives :)
Sunday, August 2, 2009
02/08/09
- going to lishi which actually translates to lotsa rest in e morning. Got to eat brekkie and still reached early.
- knowing that there's no way I can hide frm God. You can calculate everything nicely but some stuff just don't happen as you thought. Beyond imagination.
- for chen xiang and eric. For e rekindle of excitement when I realise tat there are pple who wants to come closer to God
- for macdonald's double fish fillet and e good simple joy of fastfood and supermarket shopping though that wasn't what exactly was planned
- knowing that there's no way I can hide frm God. You can calculate everything nicely but some stuff just don't happen as you thought. Beyond imagination.
- for chen xiang and eric. For e rekindle of excitement when I realise tat there are pple who wants to come closer to God
- for macdonald's double fish fillet and e good simple joy of fastfood and supermarket shopping though that wasn't what exactly was planned
Saturday, August 1, 2009
01/08/09
- sleep... Lots of them. And naturally waking up in e morning. Such luxury in such long time
- pg fellowshippy time. :)
- pg fellowshippy time. :)
Friday, July 31, 2009
31/07/09
- waking up at 2plus instead of e usual 4 plus 5. Which translate into a proper block of sleeping time frm 2 onwards
- week 8 ended. It's time for a break
- spending good times with e family. :)
- week 8 ended. It's time for a break
- spending good times with e family. :)
30/07/09
- july coming to an end so quickly. I survived the "holiday-drought" months of june and july
- meeting candice for lunch. Though it's very stressful to get out and all, still happy to have a breather and go out e one and only time for lunch in e wk
- meeting su for our eye treatment. And that e massage is quite shiok so didn't waste money. Thank God for su who bother to book and all. And more thankful that I made it and was even early
- for knowing what I want and not succumb to psychological pokes.
- meeting candice for lunch. Though it's very stressful to get out and all, still happy to have a breather and go out e one and only time for lunch in e wk
- meeting su for our eye treatment. And that e massage is quite shiok so didn't waste money. Thank God for su who bother to book and all. And more thankful that I made it and was even early
- for knowing what I want and not succumb to psychological pokes.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
29/07/09
- for starting my day recounting all e DOTs for e past week plus... And knowing that it's only possible to do this cos of God's grace.
- e encouraging sms that reminded me that we have a covenantal relationship with God
- e encouraging sms that reminded me that we have a covenantal relationship with God
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
28/07/09
- such a dry trying day, but thankful that I know it's always under control cos I've got a big backer. Thankful that I have a job to go back to, that at least I'm very busy and not trying to find things to do.
- hearing my darling girl sing we're singapore and her asking me wat is lion "rock"
- Oh! And the same darling girl calling to say bye cos she just missed saying bye to me by e time she wakes. What a nice start to e long day.
- lotsa yummy dinner food
- hearing my darling girl sing we're singapore and her asking me wat is lion "rock"
- Oh! And the same darling girl calling to say bye cos she just missed saying bye to me by e time she wakes. What a nice start to e long day.
- lotsa yummy dinner food
27/07/09
- beginning of a new work long workweek :( but I'm thankful that it's with a grp of pple who's there with a purpose. Thank You for giving us e privilege of praying, that we can come together in prayer even at work
26/07/09
- random unplanned hanging with flowers. :)) love every moment of time spent with them (even though I'm really tired)
- yummy dinner of junk food frm pasar malam stalls. Such food does please me
- learning wat's faithfulness and love as I see aunty susan hugging e kids as we celebrated her bday and class.
- yummy dinner of junk food frm pasar malam stalls. Such food does please me
- learning wat's faithfulness and love as I see aunty susan hugging e kids as we celebrated her bday and class.
25/07/09
- having enjoyable time during practice. :) think I'm really reminded that my help comes frm maker of heaven and earth
- meeting. Knowing that everybody still have a heart for e ministry
- ndp! Yay! Thankful that I get to go cos I really enjoyed it. Enjoyed e show, enjoyed e time with e two ladies. And for ly's on-ness to suggest we bring e bag together e next day. I like doing silly things like that. :)
- meeting. Knowing that everybody still have a heart for e ministry
- ndp! Yay! Thankful that I get to go cos I really enjoyed it. Enjoyed e show, enjoyed e time with e two ladies. And for ly's on-ness to suggest we bring e bag together e next day. I like doing silly things like that. :)
24/07/09
- day 3 of seeing daylights.
- cell. Thankful for e how we managed to come together and I realised it's all by grace I actually like this composition of members a lot. Similar yet very different.
- cell. Thankful for e how we managed to come together and I realised it's all by grace I actually like this composition of members a lot. Similar yet very different.
23/07/09
- day 2 of seeing daylights
- finally had a good dinner on a weekday evening. And stepping into orchard road after a thousand yrs. Ha. Not a fan of orchard at all, but being able to be there on a weekday evening is really a luxury
- finally had a good dinner on a weekday evening. And stepping into orchard road after a thousand yrs. Ha. Not a fan of orchard at all, but being able to be there on a weekday evening is really a luxury
22/07/09
- day 1 of seeing daylights! Have been leaving office so late tat e sky is always dark.
- thankful that I can slowly head down to church and still am early... And can go for dinner... Luxury
- having su call to offer buying food, bumping into lisa and praying together before prac... And having e hanging at coffeebean.
- thankful that I can slowly head down to church and still am early... And can go for dinner... Luxury
- having su call to offer buying food, bumping into lisa and praying together before prac... And having e hanging at coffeebean.
20/07/09
- beginning of wk 7 of tough work. But thank God for being with us for past 6wks (and beyond)
- ty for walking over to eat with me, just to accommodate my time
- ty for walking over to eat with me, just to accommodate my time
19/07/09
- seeing xixi dance around in e houses we see. She's just too cute and she really brightens my day.
- very quick meeting which I'm thankful for cos it's so lo e point and resolutions are made so quickly. And I still get to take jiefu's car back. :)
- very quick meeting which I'm thankful for cos it's so lo e point and resolutions are made so quickly. And I still get to take jiefu's car back. :)
18/07/09
- having fun at the heritage walk. Exploring some new things... And getting in touch with e other side of things that I enjoy
- thankful for having friends that can enjoy such things with me and thankful for su to bother organising us
- thankful for having friends that can enjoy such things with me and thankful for su to bother organising us
Saturday, July 18, 2009
17/07/09
- tgif! Survived yet another wk at work midst e challenges
- meeting with e rest. Was as stoned as can be... But managed to relax and leave happy when we're done
- seeing e little one after our hanging. Wat a bonus for a fri nite
- meeting with e rest. Was as stoned as can be... But managed to relax and leave happy when we're done
- seeing e little one after our hanging. Wat a bonus for a fri nite
16/07/09
- getting to meet candice after so long... And almost didn't manage to see her again. Glad that I have a fren like her in such proximity
- seeing how lovable and funny the little one can be :)just receiving e mms of her pic is enough to make me smile
- seeing how lovable and funny the little one can be :)just receiving e mms of her pic is enough to make me smile
15/07/09
- waking up and reading sms knowing that my dear friend is safely back frm mai dong xi and chi dong xi
- first time leaving office at 6 plus in e past few wks.
- possibly having gl to cover pc, so lesser work for me (after we tide thru this bad round.) For knowing that I really wanna work with cn tat I could answer immediately.
- still being able to sing, and still have e oppty to sing
- car ride home! Happy!
- first time leaving office at 6 plus in e past few wks.
- possibly having gl to cover pc, so lesser work for me (after we tide thru this bad round.) For knowing that I really wanna work with cn tat I could answer immediately.
- still being able to sing, and still have e oppty to sing
- car ride home! Happy!
14/07/09
- realising there's a constant sms almost everyday quite to ask if I want brekkie. I'm just thankful for our work r'ship tat I know is more than work.
- yummy clam chowder to end day pretty nicely though it's another crappy overworked day
- yummy clam chowder to end day pretty nicely though it's another crappy overworked day
13/07/09
- God's presence in her life for past 30 yrs, and will still be, in every stage and circumstances... And of course, thankful for her presence in my life. :)
- tat flexibility tat comes though it's clearly my fault for being late.
- sms that reminded me to remember to count God's blessings and to keep praising Him the whole of my life
- tat flexibility tat comes though it's clearly my fault for being late.
- sms that reminded me to remember to count God's blessings and to keep praising Him the whole of my life
Sunday, July 12, 2009
12/07/09
- youth sunday. It's another yr of God's grace on us
- watching our youths sing. It's really nice to see so many pple on stage. May all who are there always remember God's grace in their life.
- watching our youths sing. It's really nice to see so many pple on stage. May all who are there always remember God's grace in their life.
11/07/09
- for having e swollen gums healed.
- getting excited abt going cruise with mooz and hearing how she tried to convince ah kin to go with us
- getting excited abt going cruise with mooz and hearing how she tried to convince ah kin to go with us
10/07/09
- that silly pink feather pen that provided such good entertainment.. That we had such a good laugh midst e stressful climate.
- cell that evolved to just a relaxing dinner cell.
- cell that evolved to just a relaxing dinner cell.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
09/07/09
- still being alive despite being in such a bad state
- being able to hold on cos I know I've got a big backer to rely on midst all these
- knowing that there's just so many things to give thanks
- being able to hold on cos I know I've got a big backer to rely on midst all these
- knowing that there's just so many things to give thanks
08/07/09
- being reminded of how God is so gracious in my life. And putting random pple to remind me. Like yue'er's sms below and may's email on thanksgiving.
神的恩典不能使我们逃避风浪,却能使我们经过风浪；不能保我们不逢危险,却能保我们稳到彼岸。神永远就在我们身旁,总不撇下我们因为神爱我们。
神的恩典不能使我们逃避风浪,却能使我们经过风浪；不能保我们不逢危险,却能保我们稳到彼岸。神永远就在我们身旁,总不撇下我们因为神爱我们。
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
07/07/09
- catching with m.s. Enjoy eating with her and being updated re e old place. Thank God that we'll outta there.
- c.n. being so sweet to ask me go in late. and got breakfast for me in e end :) spin's latte esp a perk! :)
- c.n. being so sweet to ask me go in late. and got breakfast for me in e end :) spin's latte esp a perk! :)
06/07/09
- surviving through another day
- lunch provided. Green tea frm cedele in e morning. All these are just acts of kindness that tell me that I'm being remembered and loved this way.
- finally praying together as a complete team.
- lunch provided. Green tea frm cedele in e morning. All these are just acts of kindness that tell me that I'm being remembered and loved this way.
- finally praying together as a complete team.
05/07/09
- a lot of sleep! Though I missed church... But e whole day punctuated with naps does make me feel better
03/07/09
- for having my dinner taken care of, satisfying my craving for fish and chips and for friend's love in treating it! :)
- getting to liyue after quite a while... And being able to just be honest with them
- realising what I want more and more as I begin to talk abt them
- getting to liyue after quite a while... And being able to just be honest with them
- realising what I want more and more as I begin to talk abt them
Thursday, July 2, 2009
02/07/09
- tudou. ha... for having the time to watch 2 episodes. now finished episode 5. =)
tv does help me relax a little
- meeting irene at the mrt station, then ty at the platform. all the same ku ming ren who goes home so late. well, at least i had company on the way.
tv does help me relax a little
- meeting irene at the mrt station, then ty at the platform. all the same ku ming ren who goes home so late. well, at least i had company on the way.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
01/07/09
- half a year gone. i'm still alive despite not being in the best state of being me
- "celebration" dinner which turned out to be a good time of sharing. while talking, discover a lot more abt myself too. thank God for the journey together, and that this completion is not the end but a start to more learning in you.
- that cab that came specially for me
- "celebration" dinner which turned out to be a good time of sharing. while talking, discover a lot more abt myself too. thank God for the journey together, and that this completion is not the end but a start to more learning in you.
- that cab that came specially for me
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
30/06/09
- flight JL411 has arrived safely and is now waiting for WH1604 to land. :) just glad we finally finish the 3-in-(more than)1 and for having her to journey with me for the past don't know how long.
- starbucks coffee and wireless
- the thought of the mission to combat e fiery clawed monsters.
- I still have lots to give thanks for though I'm really drained and tired and rather be home sleeping and not working now.
- at least i can still have a comfortable lunch to have a breather
- I don't even need to wait till day end to count the things to give thanks for.
- starbucks coffee and wireless
- the thought of the mission to combat e fiery clawed monsters.
- I still have lots to give thanks for though I'm really drained and tired and rather be home sleeping and not working now.
- at least i can still have a comfortable lunch to have a breather
- I don't even need to wait till day end to count the things to give thanks for.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Sunday, June 28, 2009
28/06/09
- knowing that some friendships are always so precious and having such friendships. that you can shamelessly ask to have your white hair removed, and wish is granted. you know who you can rely on... ha.. and that extends beyond white hair too. =)
- 54. thankful that i'm part of it. and that the words "we are only young once" really just hit me. thank God for the reminder. jiayou!
- 54. thankful that i'm part of it. and that the words "we are only young once" really just hit me. thank God for the reminder. jiayou!
Saturday, June 27, 2009
27/06/09
- baby jairus is one mth old! ok, not really one mth, but yea... thankful that this little one is growing well and is so cute... and that mummy kwan is well and back to health =)
- xixi for growing up. and all the lessons i learn from watching and interacting with her. so much i've learnt abt You and me through her. =)
- being reminded that "'God won't waste your time" =)
- xixi for growing up. and all the lessons i learn from watching and interacting with her. so much i've learnt abt You and me through her. =)
- being reminded that "'God won't waste your time" =)
Thursday, June 25, 2009
25/06/09
- no matter how distant i am, how crappy the day can be, I know tat God is still in control.
- thank God that I have Him to rely on.
- thank God that I have Him to rely on.
24/06/09
- sleeping in on a half day morning off. i so need the sleep.
- being able to be so honest and just say i overslept and i need to take half day. the room for such unglam honesty shows the room for comfort too. thank God for having them as my colleagues.
- being able to be so honest and just say i overslept and i need to take half day. the room for such unglam honesty shows the room for comfort too. thank God for having them as my colleagues.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
23/06/09
- having fun at gym... and looking fwd to next one despite having aches already
- having my silly little girl next to me with lotsa comments that i can't type this entry properly. she's just someone that i can give thanks for all the time!
- having my silly little girl next to me with lotsa comments that i can't type this entry properly. she's just someone that i can give thanks for all the time!
22/06/09
- for that painful short quiet time at starbucks, where i really came before God. thank God for being with me no matter how crap i am
- for being able to laugh so heartily in the midst of depressive moods and stress. for them who makes me laugh... yay to cuzzies outings! =)
- for being able to laugh so heartily in the midst of depressive moods and stress. for them who makes me laugh... yay to cuzzies outings! =)
Sunday, June 21, 2009
21/06/09
- waking up in time for church though it was a sleepless nite
- yumei for being so sweet to specially open the library cupboard for me
- enjoying the family's father's day lunch together. i'm thankful for my family. that we can have such cheapthrill spontaneity to play the draw rabbit thing out of the blue. =) and as usual, the little being melts my heart.
- i had a nap!
- yumei for being so sweet to specially open the library cupboard for me
- enjoying the family's father's day lunch together. i'm thankful for my family. that we can have such cheapthrill spontaneity to play the draw rabbit thing out of the blue. =) and as usual, the little being melts my heart.
- i had a nap!
20/06/09
- waking up to the voice of my fave person... and then taking an nap the whole of the afternoon... then lazing in front of the tv the whole nite... and finally ending my relationship with the tong family. heh. actually i'm just thankful that i can have a day to do nothing. to have my mind off worries, stress and such.
Saturday, June 20, 2009
19/06/09
- ty for accomodating my crappy day at work and came to orq for lunch
- cn was very nice over the phone though i know she's also frustrated
- ending the day with jess! and it closed my otherwise real crappy week on a good note. wine, photohunt, kopi with good company! =))
- cn was very nice over the phone though i know she's also frustrated
- ending the day with jess! and it closed my otherwise real crappy week on a good note. wine, photohunt, kopi with good company! =))
Thursday, June 18, 2009
18/06/09
- having candice pei me for lunch, which helps to break the otherwise totally nonsensical crappy day. and she bought me ice cream too. and yes, i was naughty and ate ice cream. but am thankful that i can still have this little indulgence in stress relief when i really need it
- irritating mr r.t. called, but at the right time... coz i had to pick up the call and sound chirpy and excited like i would for all the clients.... right time coz i was almost breaking into tears. thank God for intervention
- realising that we can be so weak.. but as long as we're in God, there's so much that we can hope for.... thank God for sustaining me thru....
- irritating mr r.t. called, but at the right time... coz i had to pick up the call and sound chirpy and excited like i would for all the clients.... right time coz i was almost breaking into tears. thank God for intervention
- realising that we can be so weak.. but as long as we're in God, there's so much that we can hope for.... thank God for sustaining me thru....
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
17/06/09
- both "flights" are on time for 3-in-1 :)
- it's wed and I'm closer to e weekends. I'm really tired, and even angry to some extent... but I'm glad I'm surviving.
- it's wed and I'm closer to e weekends. I'm really tired, and even angry to some extent... but I'm glad I'm surviving.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
16/06/09
- tough day at work... but manage to end it off nicely by meeting jess
- typing my first ever thanksgiving message using my new toy!! heehee
- realising that mr jerk-boss was told to leave... not thankful for that.. but thankful that i'm no longer with him and need not go through that kinda unnecessary stress.... which reminds me of how thankful i am to be with this team of pple that i like
- typing my first ever thanksgiving message using my new toy!! heehee
- realising that mr jerk-boss was told to leave... not thankful for that.. but thankful that i'm no longer with him and need not go through that kinda unnecessary stress.... which reminds me of how thankful i am to be with this team of pple that i like
Monday, June 15, 2009
15/06/09
- knowing it's tough but we've got God to rely on. and thankful that we can remind each other to hold on
- yummy dishes I like for dinner
- setting up my new toy as I type this. thankful for being able to have such frills in life
- yummy dishes I like for dinner
- setting up my new toy as I type this. thankful for being able to have such frills in life
14/06/09
- lunch with fang... nice catching up cos haven't had lunch since xixi came to church
- erjie for helping to buy my new toy! :)
- erjie for helping to buy my new toy! :)
13/06/09
- total decadence to laze around and totally nua in front of e tv
- more decadence to break for food and have fun with my fave being
- yet more decadence to continue watching e vcds! hee
- more decadence to break for food and have fun with my fave being
- yet more decadence to continue watching e vcds! hee
12/06/09
- having learnt abt God has more than enough... and that being jealous is just limiting what I think God has
- having that group which makes working here so special.
- random memory of how I thought my bank is the bank to go in my younger days, and how I decided not to go when I had a chance, to now seeing that there's a special reason why we're here - no more fear and greed, but faith, love and generosity
- having that group which makes working here so special.
- random memory of how I thought my bank is the bank to go in my younger days, and how I decided not to go when I had a chance, to now seeing that there's a special reason why we're here - no more fear and greed, but faith, love and generosity
11/06/09
- being alive and being able to recount all e blessings I have. to know that there's always something to give thanks for for everyday of my life :)
- leaving office before 6pm
- being reminded of God's grace in my life. that from days of youth I got to know Him
- leaving office before 6pm
- being reminded of God's grace in my life. that from days of youth I got to know Him
10/06/09
- having a family that I like despite whatever flaws each of us has
- free cab ride cos I leeched on dajie
- that rush of energy when I was damn stressed.
- starbucks :)
- watching those silly variety shows on youtube... which really amused me. and thankful also for being bilingual.
- free cab ride cos I leeched on dajie
- that rush of energy when I was damn stressed.
- starbucks :)
- watching those silly variety shows on youtube... which really amused me. and thankful also for being bilingual.
09/06/09
- really liking my boss. it makes working so much better. can't imagine my suffering last time with tat stupid jerk
- aching all over after gym
- how it was perfect timing for e 502 bus. I love technology sometimes
- aching all over after gym
- how it was perfect timing for e 502 bus. I love technology sometimes
08/06/09
- the fruit juice aunty who kept e starfruit for me out of her own initiative. it's nice to be remembered
- baby jairus. he's so cute. and that both he and mummy lena are healthy at home
- being able to witness how cute and loving my little bo is
- baby jairus. he's so cute. and that both he and mummy lena are healthy at home
- being able to witness how cute and loving my little bo is
07/06/09
- church's 72 anniversary. that God have me this church that I grew in... and am still growing in
- talking abt 100th anniversary
- talking abt 100th anniversary
05/06/09
- e prayer meeting. so much reminders. so much encouragement. God is just so cool! and my excitement in and after e session.
- meeting jess :) and su and her boyfriend. always nice to meet folks I like!
- meeting jess :) and su and her boyfriend. always nice to meet folks I like!
04/06/09
- my first time sitting thru meeting with rt all by myself cos cn is double booked.. worried but turned out to be quite ok.
- lunch with can and amos. nice to whine comfortably. plus e pizza's quite nice too.
- lunch with can and amos. nice to whine comfortably. plus e pizza's quite nice too.
03/06/09
- meeting my dear friend and as always enjoyable
- my darling's monthday. thank God for all e happy moments with her... :)
- my darling's monthday. thank God for all e happy moments with her... :)
02/06/09
- alone time and eating at kenny rogers all by myself. and actually enjoyed it :)
- realising that I'm managing well even though it's crap and double workload for these few days
- realising that I'm managing well even though it's crap and double workload for these few days
01/06/09
- erjie buying a modem. which potentially means internet connection
- lena looks well and back to normal.
- watching claire cheah animal mechanical banana jiejie and chee-le didi
- lena looks well and back to normal.
- watching claire cheah animal mechanical banana jiejie and chee-le didi
31/05/09
- tea with flowers! :)
- liyan being so sweet to come fetch me to e course and Guofa ferrying me back
- lesson by lim swee hong. I like his classes. just very refreshing.
- liyan being so sweet to come fetch me to e course and Guofa ferrying me back
- lesson by lim swee hong. I like his classes. just very refreshing.
30/05/09
- seeing baby jairus for the first time
- having e opportunity to hang with mooz... just both of us. massage, tea... and being able to afford these little luxuries in life
- having e opportunity to hang with mooz... just both of us. massage, tea... and being able to afford these little luxuries in life
29/05/09
- baby jairus is born!
- nerd specs day! and free dinner
- finally ktv. :) but more because get to have fun with pple I like
- realising that my behaviour is quite bad at times. at least I have more consciousness and disgust for my words and actions
- nerd specs day! and free dinner
- finally ktv. :) but more because get to have fun with pple I like
- realising that my behaviour is quite bad at times. at least I have more consciousness and disgust for my words and actions
28/05/09
- free tics to much ado abt nothing and having a good kaki to go with. e cheese was a plus. ha. and that weather was ok, floor wasn't wet and jess actually brought a groundsheet. :)
27/05/09
- reminder that something as simple as being able to walk can't be taken for granted. and thank God I can walk
- genuine concern and acts of love from cn. which I'm so thankful tat our working relationship is so special
- genuine concern and acts of love from cn. which I'm so thankful tat our working relationship is so special
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
26/05/09
- starting and ending my day with my favourite-est person on earth :) she's just so cute
- being alive to enjoy there moments
- first time in many yrs managing to have a proper 1-to-1 lunch with man and catching up with her.
- being alive to enjoy there moments
- first time in many yrs managing to have a proper 1-to-1 lunch with man and catching up with her.
Monday, May 25, 2009
25/05/09
- back at work. prayed together. e comfort of familiarity though I rather have more rest. heh
- lunch friend is changing to dinner friend. another decadent monday dinner :)
- man for bothering to call and show herself in front of me before disappearing again.
- lunch friend is changing to dinner friend. another decadent monday dinner :)
- man for bothering to call and show herself in front of me before disappearing again.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
24/05/09
- back in choir. and still feels like home
- the song 祝福 which kinda reflected on yesterday's qt
- managing my 'loneliness' quite happily at mac's + wireless.sg
- evening nap
- the song 祝福 which kinda reflected on yesterday's qt
- managing my 'loneliness' quite happily at mac's + wireless.sg
- evening nap
23/05/09
- alone time at coffee bean and finding my way to '发泄' pent up unhappiness
- kwans for e ride to family dinner.
- knowing God is gracious and all i need to do is to ask for forgiveness
- kwans for e ride to family dinner.
- knowing God is gracious and all i need to do is to ask for forgiveness
22/05/09
- still not working for e week and enjoying my afternoon off by myself
- turned out that k.b's lunch was a blessing in disguise. cos if not for having to travel to town to meet her, i wouldn't have that pocket of space for myself
- turned out that k.b's lunch was a blessing in disguise. cos if not for having to travel to town to meet her, i wouldn't have that pocket of space for myself
20/05/09
- die-real. though was such terrible experienced, i think that distracted e emotional pain and cushioned e effects of e cremation
- the song 'how great thou art' being played. which reminded me of no matter wat crap circumstance we're in, God is so great and worthy for our praise
- the song 'how great thou art' being played. which reminded me of no matter wat crap circumstance we're in, God is so great and worthy for our praise
19/05/09
- kuku's words of sharing during e svc
- cuzzies irreverance to e flower wreathes and tiger blanket which turned out to be great props of forfeit entertainment. heh
- cuzzies irreverance to e flower wreathes and tiger blanket which turned out to be great props of forfeit entertainment. heh
18/05/09
- gong's freed of pain and suffering
- God's perfect timing in all and how personal and real He was
- God's perfect timing in all and how personal and real He was
Sunday, May 17, 2009
17/05/09
- short sermon which gave chance of tea at ah mei
- being in choir though I suck
- going to sleep, like now, :)
- being in choir though I suck
- going to sleep, like now, :)
13/05/09
- technology in our lives. that so much can be discovered just by lookin thru phone
- inpromptu dinner. yummies
- inpromptu dinner. yummies
12/05/09
- flexible lunches and a ride back to office
- for being able to be open and honest abt how I felt
- for being able to be open and honest abt how I felt
11/05/09
- workload seems relatively little recently. which is kinda perfect timing since it means I can knock off earlier
10/05/09
- being loved by mother and her mother
- watching cutie's actions showing us her beautiful cup cake and feeding us with it
- watching cutie's actions showing us her beautiful cup cake and feeding us with it
Thursday, May 7, 2009
24/04/09 - 07/05/09
24/04/09
- lunch with ty, which is such a nice change frm e usual eat-ins
- supper at jp which also included a ride home :)
25/04/09
- gonggong accepted Christ
- xixi. Playing with her in e evening really puts the tension down
- chicken chop spaghetti tat zeh hooz bought for my dinner. Just felt nice to be at disc's with a homely feel after such a trying day
26/04/09
- personal time at service and e space to just let go of emotions
- the simple acknowledgement that meant so much though it didnt mean much
27/04/09
- taking e day off to babysit. Though I really wished for e time of afternoon nap and ended more sleepy than ever. But really enjoyed how e little girl loved to play with me
28/04/09
- safe journey to yichang with a little bit of fun exploring guangzhou in a couple hours
29/04/09
- xixi's abc song which is such a happy pick up in e down mood
30/04/09
- knowing that gonggong can come home
01/05/09
- gonggong sent back to singapore after such a scary nite
02/05/09
- being back in singapore. Seriously thankful.
03/05/09
- xixi responding well in sunday school
- "我永恒的家在天上" what a consolation. As if it's preparing me to say how nice the place is and I don't need to fear
04/05/09
- bad day unwinding e nonsense. But realising there's something called kindness at work
- excited abt e sharing of prayers in e workplace and being blessed to have e prayer grp
05/05/09
- the familiar friendly fruit juice aunty's acknowledgement. It's nice to know that you're remembered
06/05/09
- seeing grandpa and seeing him respond
- learning abt family leave which saved me half a day
07/05/09
- lunching with candice
- nuh is no longer "forbidden ground"
- that the wrong thing goes into "settled"
- lunch with ty, which is such a nice change frm e usual eat-ins
- supper at jp which also included a ride home :)
25/04/09
- gonggong accepted Christ
- xixi. Playing with her in e evening really puts the tension down
- chicken chop spaghetti tat zeh hooz bought for my dinner. Just felt nice to be at disc's with a homely feel after such a trying day
26/04/09
- personal time at service and e space to just let go of emotions
- the simple acknowledgement that meant so much though it didnt mean much
27/04/09
- taking e day off to babysit. Though I really wished for e time of afternoon nap and ended more sleepy than ever. But really enjoyed how e little girl loved to play with me
28/04/09
- safe journey to yichang with a little bit of fun exploring guangzhou in a couple hours
29/04/09
- xixi's abc song which is such a happy pick up in e down mood
30/04/09
- knowing that gonggong can come home
01/05/09
- gonggong sent back to singapore after such a scary nite
02/05/09
- being back in singapore. Seriously thankful.
03/05/09
- xixi responding well in sunday school
- "我永恒的家在天上" what a consolation. As if it's preparing me to say how nice the place is and I don't need to fear
04/05/09
- bad day unwinding e nonsense. But realising there's something called kindness at work
- excited abt e sharing of prayers in e workplace and being blessed to have e prayer grp
05/05/09
- the familiar friendly fruit juice aunty's acknowledgement. It's nice to know that you're remembered
06/05/09
- seeing grandpa and seeing him respond
- learning abt family leave which saved me half a day
07/05/09
- lunching with candice
- nuh is no longer "forbidden ground"
- that the wrong thing goes into "settled"
Thursday, April 23, 2009
22/04/09
- finally being able to restore inbox to pre-holiday state *proud* :)
- appreciating my co-workers and realising it's really a blessing to be a team with God's pple. And esp thankful for friendship with cn
- meeting up with e gals and hanging out though it was out of my plan to go back so late
- appreciating my co-workers and realising it's really a blessing to be a team with God's pple. And esp thankful for friendship with cn
- meeting up with e gals and hanging out though it was out of my plan to go back so late
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
21/04/09
- things beginning to be back on track.
- lunch treat frm may. Never knew tat she's been paying for our lunch out of her own pocket
- erjie coming in to tell me tat gonggong's bleeding stopped
- still being able to count my blessings today
- lunch treat frm may. Never knew tat she's been paying for our lunch out of her own pocket
- erjie coming in to tell me tat gonggong's bleeding stopped
- still being able to count my blessings today
18/04/09
- seeing xixi and family at airport
- for smooth flight and watching so many movies. Heh.
- the 'comfort' of being home. First time I'm happy to return home frm holiday
- for smooth flight and watching so many movies. Heh.
- the 'comfort' of being home. First time I'm happy to return home frm holiday
17/04/09
- knowing it's not the end even if retrenchment steps in.
- realising I can only have such thoughts because I have Him
- realising I can only have such thoughts because I have Him
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
15/04/09
- beauty of nature, God's creation. wow!
- knowing that God is even there for you in e weirdest circumstance
- knowing that God is even there for you in e weirdest circumstance
13/04/09
- visiting bendigo. really like e place, and deep down inside I realise what kinda lifestyle I want... good food for tot though I won't get to move there
- beauty of technology to link us all up
- knowing that when there's nothing we can do, we still got a big God to rely on
- people that you can count on to pray together
- beauty of technology to link us all up
- knowing that when there's nothing we can do, we still got a big God to rely on
- people that you can count on to pray together
12/04/09
- enjoying "I ganja' which was such random thing
- big bowl of nachos
- erjie for being with we
- big bowl of nachos
- erjie for being with we
10/04/09
- good friday.
- lunch together, and still early after lunch. like tat kinda feeling
- flying off to melb! :)
- lunch together, and still early after lunch. like tat kinda feeling
- flying off to melb! :)
09/04/09
- being really touched when I heard e ever familiar words. suddenly e season's meaning came alive
- supper :)
- supper :)
Wednesday, April 8, 2009
08/04/09
- having xixi sing me a song :)
- realising it's not abt e singing but abt e singer. no wonder God can tolerate me in e 'singing ministries'... Thank you for Your love!
- things kinda went smoothly. though I admit there are things tat I didn't follow closely enough.
- realising it's not abt e singing but abt e singer. no wonder God can tolerate me in e 'singing ministries'... Thank you for Your love!
- things kinda went smoothly. though I admit there are things tat I didn't follow closely enough.
07/04/09
- enjoying me time and spoiling myself with a cab ride which is totally unnecessary
- being "safe" thinking I totally screwed e account.
- realising God is full of grace. Thank you Lord
- being "safe" thinking I totally screwed e account.
- realising God is full of grace. Thank you Lord
Monday, April 6, 2009
06/04/09
- being so busy tat day just went past... bringing me one day nearer to e break. :)
- meeting with e ladies. dinner together is always so enjoyable
- meeting with e ladies. dinner together is always so enjoyable
05/04/09
- xixi seems to enjoy herself more today in sunday school
- aunty sally who very kindly orders our lunch
- still being in choir
- zy in coffeebean and su being so sweet to delay going off ;)
- aunty sally who very kindly orders our lunch
- still being in choir
- zy in coffeebean and su being so sweet to delay going off ;)
04/04/09
- getting played out for my time. though I'm upset with e screw of my time, it ended up giving me a lot of time for sleeping
- having the "blocked" communication to prevent my emotions frm flaring. or it may lead to something worse than it has already been
- having the "blocked" communication to prevent my emotions frm flaring. or it may lead to something worse than it has already been
03/04/09
- liyue-ing. love them. love how I can be natural with them
- knowing tat mooz is only having infection and not something worse
- knowing tat mooz is only having infection and not something worse
01/04/09
- trying to plot against peter for april fool's. thankful tat I share such relationships with my small bosses
- shopaholic show... not so much e show, but just a small random outing
- shopaholic show... not so much e show, but just a small random outing
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
30/03/09
- nice and relaxing gym session plus pampering myself to go sauna..
- nice slow journey home
- leftover soup for me
- lovable baby to entertain me
- being alive and writing this now
- knowing and being reminded that I'm a child of God :)
- nice slow journey home
- leftover soup for me
- lovable baby to entertain me
- being alive and writing this now
- knowing and being reminded that I'm a child of God :)
Sunday, March 29, 2009
29/03/09
- the little revelations frm God abt my life from time to time
- being back to choir.
- hanging after choir. sure feel much nicer than e "that's e end" feel that I always have after choir
- being back to choir.
- hanging after choir. sure feel much nicer than e "that's e end" feel that I always have after choir
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
26/03/09
- tony roma's for having e discount, which kinda brought us together :)
- office got shuttle bus to suntec, and knocking off on time
- work finally allowed me a breather
- re-pacing 3-in-1
- knowing tat pple do recognise that you are working harder, and they are appreciative
- office got shuttle bus to suntec, and knocking off on time
- work finally allowed me a breather
- re-pacing 3-in-1
- knowing tat pple do recognise that you are working harder, and they are appreciative
25/03/09
- cn back to office!
- she being very wu sim and actually bought me a bag frm usa. nice to know you are being tot of by somebody you won't expect to.
- leaving office at 5.30pm, eating dinner at home, and sleeping before 10pm
- she being very wu sim and actually bought me a bag frm usa. nice to know you are being tot of by somebody you won't expect to.
- leaving office at 5.30pm, eating dinner at home, and sleeping before 10pm
24/03/09
- zurich compliance promptly approving e a/c or I'll have a hard time
- comfort food - kimchi noodles add egg
- comfort food - kimchi noodles add egg
23/03/09
- ty coming over to orq for our cedele lunch.
- cn not being overly anxious over tat dci during lunch
- cn not being overly anxious over tat dci during lunch
22/03/09
- lingchang-ing after so long
- fish slice mee sua
- family finding e "wow" house, which seems to be e first time we all like a place together
- fish slice mee sua
- family finding e "wow" house, which seems to be e first time we all like a place together
21/03/09
- sleeping in late
- afternoon nap
- mooz being so sweet to qian1 jiu2 to eat where I want to eat for dinner
- staying up till really late and enjoying it
- afternoon nap
- mooz being so sweet to qian1 jiu2 to eat where I want to eat for dinner
- staying up till really late and enjoying it
Saturday, March 21, 2009
20/03/09
- my fave orluak at beng thin. finally we managed to eat there after talking for e longest time
- lim jiu session... really had fun with them talking crap. :)
- lim jiu session... really had fun with them talking crap. :)
19/03/09
- yummy dinner at marche after being deprived of proper dinner for a while. and getting a seat easily while seeing crowds queueing after me. and for not getting all worked up when tat angmor jerk cut our queue
- managing to find someone to hang with so last minute. and while talking abt things, just made me feel so thankful that God is in my life... cos that really gives much more insight abt how i shld live my life :)
- managing to find someone to hang with so last minute. and while talking abt things, just made me feel so thankful that God is in my life... cos that really gives much more insight abt how i shld live my life :)
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
18/03/09
- day gone by. I'm now in mid week, which I'm beginning to see some light.
- tat I'm alive to feel tired, that I still have a job to feel stressed for
- tat I'm alive to feel tired, that I still have a job to feel stressed for
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
17/03/09
- decided that I will give up on e choir, and as such saved myself the pain of stressing to reach next location on time
- sitting in starbucks for a relaxing time to count my blessings... finally
- sitting in starbucks for a relaxing time to count my blessings... finally
16/03/09
- still being alive so i can whine and complain.
- meeting jessica which reminds me tat even I'm unhappy, I'm still blessed to have managed to leave that stupid indian and am thankful to be where I am
- meeting jessica which reminds me tat even I'm unhappy, I'm still blessed to have managed to leave that stupid indian and am thankful to be where I am
15/03/09
- mac's breakfast and taking bus for full journey to church. and still being early
- hanging with lena and e silliness going out in tat heavy rain
- hanging with lena and e silliness going out in tat heavy rain
14/03/09
- finally having a haircut, though this time not very well done
- ms cuteness: 有没有 percy ah?
- sleeping at 7plus pm
- ms cuteness: 有没有 percy ah?
- sleeping at 7plus pm
13/03/09
- ty being so sweet to walk all e way to orq to have lunch together. and together we had lots of fun eating more than we shld and taking pics
- tat I felt e relief tat it's fri
- cuzzie's supper which was so impromtu
- tat I felt e relief tat it's fri
- cuzzie's supper which was so impromtu
12/03/09
- being able to have quiet time during lunch without disturbances, and also having e availability of space to do so.. thank God no events tat day, if not will be made more sian than anything
Monday, March 9, 2009
08/03/09
- that uncomfortable feeling during service. hmmm...
- baby samuel.
- my dear baby claire who says she's not a baby liao. :)
- house hunt which turns out to be quite a nice family outing
- baby samuel.
- my dear baby claire who says she's not a baby liao. :)
- house hunt which turns out to be quite a nice family outing
07/03/09
- enjoying my whole day slacking though it was a hard decision between responsibility and expectations vs "needs"
06/03/09
- enjoying a gd old gigglish lunch with ty (and taking photo on such random day)
- liyue. love e gals
- liyue. love e gals
Thursday, March 5, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
03/03/09
- xixi's month day. and witnessing her cuteness of her "haha" when she open e pie box
- being able to afford little shopping trip where everything is not a need, but to pamper myself
- finally having some quiet time.
- being able to afford little shopping trip where everything is not a need, but to pamper myself
- finally having some quiet time.
Monday, March 2, 2009
02/03/09
- sleeping in till late
- home-cooked meals
- spending the whole day baby-sitting... i love my baby!
- home-cooked meals
- spending the whole day baby-sitting... i love my baby!
01/03/09
- seeing that my darling is beginning to respond to some pple frm church
- realising that God really uses different things to bring blessing to different pple at the same time
- watching benjamin button (and still paying $8 despite not watching at GV) and enjoying it.
- realising that God really uses different things to bring blessing to different pple at the same time
- watching benjamin button (and still paying $8 despite not watching at GV) and enjoying it.
27/02/09
- cell group. realised that time with them can really be enjoyable... and i really do enjoy being with them.
26/02/09
- for being challenged yet again.
it's something that i randomly entertained in my mind... but keep telling myself i'm not coz i've got another calling. to be called to the corporate world.
but nice to have been challenged... if got allow, let me hear clearly...
it's something that i randomly entertained in my mind... but keep telling myself i'm not coz i've got another calling. to be called to the corporate world.
but nice to have been challenged... if got allow, let me hear clearly...
25/02/09
- getting away with the SEAII event because of work making it legitmate.
- having a conversation with the ah-jie frm neighbouring team on e way home. just think it's nice to start building relationships beyond our team
- having a conversation with the ah-jie frm neighbouring team on e way home. just think it's nice to start building relationships beyond our team
24/02/09
- the choir practice
- taking the car back to ngee ann poly there, with the two lovely sisters sms-ing me at nite to say sorry, when it's really a huge blessing to me to have had the ride back to west
- taking the car back to ngee ann poly there, with the two lovely sisters sms-ing me at nite to say sorry, when it's really a huge blessing to me to have had the ride back to west
23/02/09
- enjoying being part of the speak english class
- being sent home after that
- realising God's blessing in my life while talking on the way home
- being sent home after that
- realising God's blessing in my life while talking on the way home
21/02/09
- worship practice
- 1735 meeting
- meeting with jiayi and yafen... after so long
- dinner with su, yc and samuel..
- realising that memories are really a blessing even though they may not be there anymore.
- 1735 meeting
- meeting with jiayi and yafen... after so long
- dinner with su, yc and samuel..
- realising that memories are really a blessing even though they may not be there anymore.
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
• 190209
† my teh-c kosong and sandwich frm wangjiao... got a little bit xinfu de gan jue
† knowing that I'm still unfit, but have already made improvements in my fitness
† getting a seat on e mrt back
† what else but spending the whole evening with my baby. Ha. today we played piano cos for once it's early enough to do so. fun! :)
† knowing that I'm still unfit, but have already made improvements in my fitness
† getting a seat on e mrt back
† what else but spending the whole evening with my baby. Ha. today we played piano cos for once it's early enough to do so. fun! :)
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
• 180209
† first time carrying baby samuel without him making noise. ha. finally.
† hearing the laughter of my own fave baby
† talking and praying with lixin. and realising how blessed I am as I recount God's blessings
† hearing the laughter of my own fave baby
† talking and praying with lixin. and realising how blessed I am as I recount God's blessings
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
• 170209
† going to e choir prac though I really had a lot of holding back
† to realise I really do enjoy choral singing... and now I'm motivated to learn how to sing my part before e next prac! :)
† for being capable of having e feeling of happiness. it's been a while
† courage to move on and realised that a lot of things can still be enjoyed though things are different and I'm missing the past
† to realise I really do enjoy choral singing... and now I'm motivated to learn how to sing my part before e next prac! :)
† for being capable of having e feeling of happiness. it's been a while
† courage to move on and realised that a lot of things can still be enjoyed though things are different and I'm missing the past
• 160209
† learning e lesson of humility
† being able to be involved with e speak english ministry.
† confirming e melbourne trip finally. and did not have to pay as much as 500 as was told earlier. really thankful
† being able to be involved with e speak english ministry.
† confirming e melbourne trip finally. and did not have to pay as much as 500 as was told earlier. really thankful
Sunday, February 15, 2009
• 150209
† that my God is so big, so strong and so mighty that there's nothing He can't do
† that sometimes lessons get learnt thru simplicity and not profound teachings.
† a whole new week awaits me, thank God I'm still alive
† that sometimes lessons get learnt thru simplicity and not profound teachings.
† a whole new week awaits me, thank God I'm still alive
Saturday, February 14, 2009
• 140209
† spending vday with juan in e afternoon. nice catching up, and having afternoon tea with her mum.
† being reminded of e benefits of being single
† unexpected free bottle of sally hansen nail polish cos e staff was nice and kind enough
† seeing my baby enjoying herself so much in e playground
† being reminded of e benefits of being single
† unexpected free bottle of sally hansen nail polish cos e staff was nice and kind enough
† seeing my baby enjoying herself so much in e playground
• 130209
† tgif!
† having a seat on e mrt without having to take backwards.
† getting off early
† cell. that jj joined us... and the after cell hanging. nice to hang ard!
† the pretty half boiled egg and crappy discussions on whether eggs can be a traded commodity. ha
† dazehz calling to offer zeh hooz to drive me back
† seeing my cutesy bo. just looking at her makes me happy!
† having a seat on e mrt without having to take backwards.
† getting off early
† cell. that jj joined us... and the after cell hanging. nice to hang ard!
† the pretty half boiled egg and crappy discussions on whether eggs can be a traded commodity. ha
† dazehz calling to offer zeh hooz to drive me back
† seeing my cutesy bo. just looking at her makes me happy!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
• 120209
† realising that 人间有情
† finally gotten bonus letter! :)
† finally begin to move on and start thinking abt my melbourne trip
† finally gotten bonus letter! :)
† finally begin to move on and start thinking abt my melbourne trip
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
• 110209
† not going to work. which was colette's suggestion. glad to have slept so much yesterday and still slept a bit more today... but mostly cos I know she cases
† spending time with e family. especially playing the glue thing with xixi
† learning a lesson frm God. when I saw the miscoloured xiao ding dang, I actually felt that it was nice cos it's my baby's creation. fact is, it's not really nice and I can do a better job. sometimes, the work of my hands (which I can't do without God's help, like xixi can't do without mine.) is not as fantastic as it seems to me, but it still can be pleasing to God though He can come out with a nicer version Himself. it's not really the thing itself, but the process of doing it together.
:)
† I'm also very thankful how my little lovely is a reflection point for me to learn many lessons
† spending time with e family. especially playing the glue thing with xixi
† learning a lesson frm God. when I saw the miscoloured xiao ding dang, I actually felt that it was nice cos it's my baby's creation. fact is, it's not really nice and I can do a better job. sometimes, the work of my hands (which I can't do without God's help, like xixi can't do without mine.) is not as fantastic as it seems to me, but it still can be pleasing to God though He can come out with a nicer version Himself. it's not really the thing itself, but the process of doing it together.
:)
† I'm also very thankful how my little lovely is a reflection point for me to learn many lessons
• 100209
† getting to sleep really early at 9 plus
† realising that my need of being with people is reduced very significantly... That I don't care and I don't mind anymore :)
† 知道没有谁能把谁的幸福没收...自己总要学习接受自己,他人与环境...这样才能开心
† realising that my need of being with people is reduced very significantly... That I don't care and I don't mind anymore :)
† 知道没有谁能把谁的幸福没收...自己总要学习接受自己,他人与环境...这样才能开心
Monday, February 9, 2009
• 090209
† that even when I have nothing to give thx for, I can still find a couple..
† today is thai and msia holiday which is less busy... and that works well cos I'm really not feeling well
† e steam tofu that I know is added cos I'm coming back for dinner.
† today is thai and msia holiday which is less busy... and that works well cos I'm really not feeling well
† e steam tofu that I know is added cos I'm coming back for dinner.
• 080209
† realising that there's a difference between envy & jealousy.. i'm envious but not jealous :)
† being able to be honest and not having to pretend to be holy holy
† bobo coming to church
† family dinner together
† being able to be honest and not having to pretend to be holy holy
† bobo coming to church
† family dinner together
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Saturday, February 7, 2009
• 060209
† halfday with my fave girl! she's so cute! love love love
† making e decision to give up on what I'm gian and choose get home... wise decision cos I'm really physically tired
† making e decision to give up on what I'm gian and choose get home... wise decision cos I'm really physically tired
Thursday, February 5, 2009
• 050209
† realising that I do not want anymore and am so at peace abt it
† saying the words "I can afford it"... it means so much blessing. and it feels so good that I saved my morning taxi fare and blessed my brother instead
† catching up with 3-in-1 though still lagging
† saying the words "I can afford it"... it means so much blessing. and it feels so good that I saved my morning taxi fare and blessed my brother instead
† catching up with 3-in-1 though still lagging
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
• 040209
† taking public transport yet again
† counting my blessings at such early time, since I'm going to sleep early today
† beginning to finally see some light at work. hopefully we can close e issue and move on
† my darling xixi who speaks better each day and is just so cute. always nice ending e day with her
† counting my blessings at such early time, since I'm going to sleep early today
† beginning to finally see some light at work. hopefully we can close e issue and move on
† my darling xixi who speaks better each day and is just so cute. always nice ending e day with her
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
• 030209
† wireless in mac's & beef prosperity burger. yummy
† the same song playing over and over again. "everybody needs a little time away"
† being so at peace and enjoying the walk alone
† to really forgive and love her again
† achievement: took public transport all e way
† the same song playing over and over again. "everybody needs a little time away"
† being so at peace and enjoying the walk alone
† to really forgive and love her again
† achievement: took public transport all e way
Monday, February 2, 2009
• 020209
† crappy day at work, but yah, I still have a job
† baby who is really really cute! just seeing her for few minutes makes my day!
† baby who is really really cute! just seeing her for few minutes makes my day!
• 010209
† sleeping in and lazing whole day
† havin a job to return to though I dread e tot of working tmr.
† having 85cm tall little girl to bring so much joy to the family
† havin a job to return to though I dread e tot of working tmr.
† having 85cm tall little girl to bring so much joy to the family
Saturday, January 31, 2009
• 310109
† that the 1st mth is over “safely”
† fellowship time during 1735 tea, walking in ikea and at su's and beyond
† little baby chee-le
† fellowship time during 1735 tea, walking in ikea and at su's and beyond
† little baby chee-le
• 300109
† it's friday
† clients j and a are out on urgent biz trip, so we got additional couple of days to work things out. (but I'm still stressed)
† having the luxury of eating in places that I won't pay to go myself.
† clients j and a are out on urgent biz trip, so we got additional couple of days to work things out. (but I'm still stressed)
† having the luxury of eating in places that I won't pay to go myself.
Friday, January 30, 2009
• 290109
† realising more and more abt myself because of some things I said. I never knew I had such thoughts until I started analysing the things I say
† being able to share simple humour with 5-is-fine. not too kind since it's triggered by e headlines of john updike's passing... but their replies just made me smile. some memories are better cos they're shared
† for my ultra memory of things that happened. Thank God for memories though sometimes nobody thought such things existed.
† darling xixi. she just speaks better and better each day, and is so ultra lovable. <3
† being able to share simple humour with 5-is-fine. not too kind since it's triggered by e headlines of john updike's passing... but their replies just made me smile. some memories are better cos they're shared
† for my ultra memory of things that happened. Thank God for memories though sometimes nobody thought such things existed.
† darling xixi. she just speaks better and better each day, and is so ultra lovable. <3
Thursday, January 29, 2009
• 280109
† having received angpows frm e team. hee. just like that feeling of being treated as a 小辈 that they are giving their blessings to me
† I like my boss, which really makes things better.
† another gym session that left me tired and soft. once january ends, it'll mean I'm one mth into my start afresh live healthy 2009
† getting a little bit more used to retreating into my new found shell :)
† bumping into chai ying and took e bus ride together. amazing tat we can still maintain such long conversation
† I like my boss, which really makes things better.
† another gym session that left me tired and soft. once january ends, it'll mean I'm one mth into my start afresh live healthy 2009
† getting a little bit more used to retreating into my new found shell :)
† bumping into chai ying and took e bus ride together. amazing tat we can still maintain such long conversation
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
• 240109 - 270109
† family trip to batam. the time we spent together, the fun we had... the potential of running away every cny being a new family tradition... oh yah! the first experience of letting our own fireworks in the sky
† sleeping loads after I'm back. can sleep even more though. heh..
† being sian that I haven't rested enough and tmr is a workday. at least I have a job to return to... plus it's not a job tat I hate.
† having an msn conversation with kj, which leads up to us meeting up soon
† the internet. that it links us up with pple we otherwise wouldn't have contact with...
† sleeping loads after I'm back. can sleep even more though. heh..
† being sian that I haven't rested enough and tmr is a workday. at least I have a job to return to... plus it's not a job tat I hate.
† having an msn conversation with kj, which leads up to us meeting up soon
† the internet. that it links us up with pple we otherwise wouldn't have contact with...
Saturday, January 24, 2009
• 230109
† everyday when I stock take what to give thanks for, I realise e very fact that I'm alive to think abt what to give thanks for is in itself a huge thanksgiving item.
† mooz check found that there's no scary problem. :)
† being appreciated though I'm just doing what I'm paid to do
† lunch with ty. just happy to have a friend like her.
† cell. enjoyed myself today. though nothing spectacular, I just liked the simple fellowship
† mooz check found that there's no scary problem. :)
† being appreciated though I'm just doing what I'm paid to do
† lunch with ty. just happy to have a friend like her.
† cell. enjoyed myself today. though nothing spectacular, I just liked the simple fellowship
Thursday, January 22, 2009
• 220109
† for managing to take bus to work
† meeting with jess yet again
† buying myself a present. :)
† watching tv
† the not so thankful is tat mooz gotta go back for a check. but thankful tat erjie can go with her. and thankful tat medical facilities so advanced now tat we can check stuff in our body. but most of all, thankful for letting me know tat watever it is, I know You are in control, and all things work for e good of those who love Him.
† meeting with jess yet again
† buying myself a present. :)
† watching tv
† the not so thankful is tat mooz gotta go back for a check. but thankful tat erjie can go with her. and thankful tat medical facilities so advanced now tat we can check stuff in our body. but most of all, thankful for letting me know tat watever it is, I know You are in control, and all things work for e good of those who love Him.
• 210109
† no major screw ups at work. really really thank God!
† learning how to take even more initiative at work to pre-empt pricing and all. good try. :)
† body still aching frm yesterday. means I really did exercise my close to useless body yesterday
† family "reunion" dinner... talkin abt e kao lolly and casting. I enjoy talkin nonsense
† learning how to take even more initiative at work to pre-empt pricing and all. good try. :)
† body still aching frm yesterday. means I really did exercise my close to useless body yesterday
† family "reunion" dinner... talkin abt e kao lolly and casting. I enjoy talkin nonsense
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
• 200109
† fresh memory of two yrs ago and before that
† gym and body aches, and a slight improvement compared to session one
† dinner with jess (again) and plans for another one
† gym and body aches, and a slight improvement compared to session one
† dinner with jess (again) and plans for another one
Monday, January 19, 2009
• 180109
† to still be in choir, and am reminded that God is always my shelter
† grandma. that she loved, and after 2 yrs, the memory of her and God's wonderful intervention is still so fresh in my head
† xixi. God took away a person I love a lot and gave me another one. love how playing with her at garden of rememberance always cushions the pain
† catching up on sleep. what was meant to be a short nap frm 6plus turned out to be a long 7hrs sleep. and now it's still 2plus, which means I can sleep even more (though I'm not sleepy at all)
† grandma. that she loved, and after 2 yrs, the memory of her and God's wonderful intervention is still so fresh in my head
† xixi. God took away a person I love a lot and gave me another one. love how playing with her at garden of rememberance always cushions the pain
† catching up on sleep. what was meant to be a short nap frm 6plus turned out to be a long 7hrs sleep. and now it's still 2plus, which means I can sleep even more (though I'm not sleepy at all)
Sunday, January 18, 2009
• 170109
† time with mooz and erjie in e afternoon
† sharon. that she's in my life, that she's going into another phase of her life
† sharon. that she's in my life, that she's going into another phase of her life
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
• 140109
† still being alive to count another day of blessing
† having my phone which allows me to do this in bed just before I sleep
† yet another workday gone without too much hiccups
† being able to sleep luxuriously with blanket and aircon, and my 3 pillows + a bolster.
† having my phone which allows me to do this in bed just before I sleep
† yet another workday gone without too much hiccups
† being able to sleep luxuriously with blanket and aircon, and my 3 pillows + a bolster.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
• 130109
† eating trail. cheese hotdog at tangs, egg salad frm isetan then takoyaki at taka. yum
† the gd weather... for e 2nd nite where I'm wandering alone
† learnt how to deal with loneliness. or rather learn how to accept reality
† receiving an lv wallet... not so much e gift, but the kind tots. i rather have something cheaper tat I will use though. hee
† the gd weather... for e 2nd nite where I'm wandering alone
† learnt how to deal with loneliness. or rather learn how to accept reality
† receiving an lv wallet... not so much e gift, but the kind tots. i rather have something cheaper tat I will use though. hee
Monday, January 12, 2009
• 120109
† feeling positive though I just burnt my wallet more
† cool evening weather that totally changed my route
† nice yong tau foo. I really enjoyed it.
† realising I'm enjoying moments by myself more recently.
† the exhibition in e esplanade tunnel. it's been a long time tat I connected with myself so much. it's nice getting in touch with my feelings and realised how much I love artistic expression.
† cool evening weather that totally changed my route
† nice yong tau foo. I really enjoyed it.
† realising I'm enjoying moments by myself more recently.
† the exhibition in e esplanade tunnel. it's been a long time tat I connected with myself so much. it's nice getting in touch with my feelings and realised how much I love artistic expression.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
• 110109
† finding a 主日学 class that I'm happy to go to
† wisdom pain subsiding fair bit during choir
† eating real food for dinner, and also a home cooked meal
† reaching e end of 11 jan, thus concluding the 11 jan issue
† seeing jess in church
† having e possibility to do e teach eng thing :)
† being alive
† wisdom pain subsiding fair bit during choir
† eating real food for dinner, and also a home cooked meal
† reaching e end of 11 jan, thus concluding the 11 jan issue
† seeing jess in church
† having e possibility to do e teach eng thing :)
† being alive
• 100109
† meeting up with 5 is fine after close to a yr, and enjoying their company. also nice to see how they have moved on in life... playin e present game... having shared memories tat never fail to amuse us. and, at least one person from occasion to occasion remember all e things I remember so I know it's not my imagination.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
• 050109
† the love behind the extra tofu dish cos I'm coming back for dinner
† praying with the team again :)
† praying with the team again :)
Sunday, January 4, 2009
• 010109 - 040109
365 days of thanksgiving
i read jess' and think she's really got this wonderful idea.
i just thought, if you give thanks everyday for just one thing and record it down... then come next yr end, you'd realise that you've got 365 things to give thanks for!
jess (if u reading) don't care what you think cos this is really a good idea that i'm going to copy. heh heh. i like! girl, at least i give you credit back that this is originally your idea. hee. =p
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010109
- counting down the year in church - and seeing so many pple at 1735 party. that the "young ones" want to befriend the "old ones"; the fun; laughing at the lulur cream....
- evening at the kwans' - sharing and stock taking of God's goodness
020109
- personal time - at tcc & during the unnecessarily long NR bus ride home
030109
- attending AYC training - to realise what i really want during the short 2 minutes when lixin prayed for me.
- celebrating xixi's monthday at west coast park
040109
- nice choir song during service. amazing grace. and nice choir song in practice, Jehovah is my rock for 2 weeks' later. =)
- instant noodles with mayo + half cooked egg
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days of thanksgiving
for short DOT, so I'll symbol it with a dot •
may I learn to dot all of my days :)
i read jess' and think she's really got this wonderful idea.
i just thought, if you give thanks everyday for just one thing and record it down... then come next yr end, you'd realise that you've got 365 things to give thanks for!
jess (if u reading) don't care what you think cos this is really a good idea that i'm going to copy. heh heh. i like! girl, at least i give you credit back that this is originally your idea. hee. =p
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010109
- counting down the year in church - and seeing so many pple at 1735 party. that the "young ones" want to befriend the "old ones"; the fun; laughing at the lulur cream....
- evening at the kwans' - sharing and stock taking of God's goodness
020109
- personal time - at tcc & during the unnecessarily long NR bus ride home
030109
- attending AYC training - to realise what i really want during the short 2 minutes when lixin prayed for me.
- celebrating xixi's monthday at west coast park
040109
- nice choir song during service. amazing grace. and nice choir song in practice, Jehovah is my rock for 2 weeks' later. =)
- instant noodles with mayo + half cooked egg
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days of thanksgiving
for short DOT, so I'll symbol it with a dot •
may I learn to dot all of my days :)
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