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† liyue :)

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† my teh-c kosong and sandwich frm wangjiao... got a little bit xinfu de gan jue

† knowing that I'm still unfit, but have already made improvements in my fitness

† getting a seat on e mrt back

† what else but spending the whole evening with my baby. Ha. today we played piano cos for once it's early enough to do so. fun! :)

• 180209

† first time carrying baby samuel without him making noise. ha. finally.

† hearing the laughter of my own fave baby

† talking and praying with lixin. and realising how blessed I am as I recount God's blessings

• 170209

† going to e choir prac though I really had a lot of holding back

† to realise I really do enjoy choral singing... and now I'm motivated to learn how to sing my part before e next prac! :)

† for being capable of having e feeling of happiness. it's been a while

† courage to move on and realised that a lot of things can still be enjoyed though things are different and I'm missing the past

• 160209

† learning e lesson of humility

† being able to be involved with e speak english ministry.

† confirming e melbourne trip finally. and did not have to pay as much as 500 as was told earlier. really thankful

• 150209

† that my God is so big, so strong and so mighty that there's nothing He can't do

† that sometimes lessons get learnt thru simplicity and not profound teachings.

† a whole new week awaits me, thank God I'm still alive

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† spending vday with juan in e afternoon. nice catching up, and having afternoon tea with her mum.

† being reminded of e benefits of being single

† unexpected free bottle of sally hansen nail polish cos e staff was nice and kind enough

† seeing my baby enjoying herself so much in e playground

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† tgif!

† having a seat on e mrt without having to take backwards.

† getting off early

† cell. that jj joined us... and the after cell hanging. nice to hang ard!

† the pretty half boiled egg and crappy discussions on whether eggs can be a traded commodity. ha

† dazehz calling to offer zeh hooz to drive me back

† seeing my cutesy bo. just looking at her makes me happy!

• 120209

† realising that 人间有情

† finally gotten bonus letter! :)

† finally begin to move on and start thinking abt my melbourne trip

• 110209

† not going to work. which was colette's suggestion. glad to have slept so much yesterday and still slept a bit more today... but mostly cos I know she cases

† spending time with e family. especially playing the glue thing with xixi

† learning a lesson frm God. when I saw the miscoloured xiao ding dang, I actually felt that it was nice cos it's my baby's creation. fact is, it's not really nice and I can do a better job. sometimes, the work of my hands (which I can't do without God's help, like xixi can't do without mine.) is not as fantastic as it seems to me, but it still can be pleasing to God though He can come out with a nicer version Himself. it's not really the thing itself, but the process of doing it together.
:)

† I'm also very thankful how my little lovely is a reflection point for me to learn many lessons

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† getting to sleep really early at 9 plus

† realising that my need of being with people is reduced very significantly... That I don't care and I don't mind anymore :)

† 知道没有谁能把谁的幸福没收...自己总要学习接受自己,他人与环境...这样才能开心

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† that even when I have nothing to give thx for, I can still find a couple..

† today is thai and msia holiday which is less busy... and that works well cos I'm really not feeling well

† e steam tofu that I know is added cos I'm coming back for dinner.

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† realising that there's a difference between envy & jealousy.. i'm envious but not jealous :)

† being able to be honest and not having to pretend to be holy holy

† bobo coming to church

† family dinner together

• 070209

† doing nothing but sleeping loads!

• 060209

† halfday with my fave girl! she's so cute! love love love

† making e decision to give up on what I'm gian and choose get home... wise decision cos I'm really physically tired

• 050209

† realising that I do not want anymore and am so at peace abt it

† saying the words "I can afford it"... it means so much blessing. and it feels so good that I saved my morning taxi fare and blessed my brother instead

† catching up with 3-in-1 though still lagging

• 040209

† taking public transport yet again

† counting my blessings at such early time, since I'm going to sleep early today

† beginning to finally see some light at work. hopefully we can close e issue and move on

† my darling xixi who speaks better each day and is just so cute. always nice ending e day with her

• 030209

† wireless in mac's & beef prosperity burger. yummy

† the same song playing over and over again. "everybody needs a little time away"

† being so at peace and enjoying the walk alone

† to really forgive and love her again

† achievement: took public transport all e way

• 020209

† crappy day at work, but yah, I still have a job

† baby who is really really cute! just seeing her for few minutes makes my day!

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† sleeping in and lazing whole day

† havin a job to return to though I dread e tot of working tmr.

† having 85cm tall little girl to bring so much joy to the family