- being ministered in a very personal way when i least expected.. and truely understanding what is my own path of grace, might be different from others' interpretation, but still full of grace nevertheless
-my alone time at coffeebean, though it was meant to be used for preparing tmr's slides. i'm kinda glad that i did so much more... and that includes these DOTs updates.
Saturday, November 21, 2009
20/11/09
- seeing jess and su. and being early 2nd day in the row =)
- qy's thoughtfulness to sms regarding the wrong CD, when i didn't even realise it. sometimes i'm just amazed... i dont see her as somebody close, but yet sometimes this distant friend seem to touch me in a very different way.
- qy's thoughtfulness to sms regarding the wrong CD, when i didn't even realise it. sometimes i'm just amazed... i dont see her as somebody close, but yet sometimes this distant friend seem to touch me in a very different way.
19/11/09
- being able to get off earlier =))
- the very enjoyable discussion on "work" coz of the person i'm discussing it with. and thankful on how fast and productive it is.... and also for being able to move on from where i was and keep going
- the very enjoyable discussion on "work" coz of the person i'm discussing it with. and thankful on how fast and productive it is.... and also for being able to move on from where i was and keep going
18/11/09
- finally, the prayer team together again =) just so thankful that it's been a hard week, and committing it all to God together just feels so good
- how the team became a full team again. thank God for my partners in Christ... even those not direct in the team are there too... (ly in organising it all for me, qy for asking qx to bring the CD for me to listen in case it may help me better.... ) thank God for them.
- how the message became even more real and stronger to me. glorious God, crappy me. but that's not conclusive, coz glorious God loves crappy me.... and therefore i'm more than crappy though i'm more crappy =)
- how the team became a full team again. thank God for my partners in Christ... even those not direct in the team are there too... (ly in organising it all for me, qy for asking qx to bring the CD for me to listen in case it may help me better.... ) thank God for them.
- how the message became even more real and stronger to me. glorious God, crappy me. but that's not conclusive, coz glorious God loves crappy me.... and therefore i'm more than crappy though i'm more crappy =)
17/11/09
- new shit on the same account -- but resolved with the help of dealer though she didn't need to help. thank God for that moment where she feels kind enough to help. thank God that i managed to scrape through this one.....
- knowing that there's so much that i can't do, but yet knowing that God is in control of everything, including our work.
- knowing that there's so much that i can't do, but yet knowing that God is in control of everything, including our work.
16/11/09
- shitty booboo resolved, sianed, but thankful for client being nice and forgiving.
- ty for always being accomodating, and coming over all the way to meet me for lunch. thank God for friends in the vicinity of workplace, and friends who really understand the crappiness and hazards of the job coz they're in the same shit.
- that big christmas tree just downstairs of office is back!!! love it!
- ty for always being accomodating, and coming over all the way to meet me for lunch. thank God for friends in the vicinity of workplace, and friends who really understand the crappiness and hazards of the job coz they're in the same shit.
- that big christmas tree just downstairs of office is back!!! love it!
15/11/09
- snacking good time, with afternoon nap... finally some time of rest
- and fun times together putting up christmas tree =))
- and fun times together putting up christmas tree =))
14/11/09
- for being given the opportunity to serve though there's nothing really that fantastic about me... even with all my broken thoughts, warped ideals. and the opportunity to serve with this team.. that i know that such combi at such time is not by chance
- family time. i'm thankful for the frequent parties, and for the good times that we can share
- family time. i'm thankful for the frequent parties, and for the good times that we can share
13/11/09
- the encouragement though i wasn't even discouraged.
- the email to try to put things right, and to check that i was ok.
- the fact that i'm really ok, and knowing that people around me do care.
- the email to try to put things right, and to check that i was ok.
- the fact that i'm really ok, and knowing that people around me do care.
12/11/09
- cuzzie pioz, for being who she is. and i know that God you are in her life too.
- for God, You being in our family though not all know you yet.
- for God, You being in our family though not all know you yet.
11/11/09
- finally being able to fix up the worship set. and knowing that my limitations
- for the time that i enjoy with them, though it's only four of us who turned up that night
- for the time that i enjoy with them, though it's only four of us who turned up that night
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
10/11/09
- that I can afford that pick-me-up starbucks. Though not that ex, but still a luxury to enjoy ever so often. And thankful how something so small and silly can give the day a happy twist
- that moment of alone time and realising that I'm "royalty" and should be living e life of royalty and not beggar (though i feel more like a prostitute for work at times) - but yah, word of e day: royalty and only cos of God's love then I'm made royalty :)
- that moment of alone time and realising that I'm "royalty" and should be living e life of royalty and not beggar (though i feel more like a prostitute for work at times) - but yah, word of e day: royalty and only cos of God's love then I'm made royalty :)
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
09/11/09
- monday is over.
- and even when there's nothing good, it just makes me feel better to know tat I've got a praying team
- i finally caught up with myself... and for having a good memory for things that happened
- and even when there's nothing good, it just makes me feel better to know tat I've got a praying team
- i finally caught up with myself... and for having a good memory for things that happened
07/11/09
- grace that was so freely given and acceptance though I'm crap- having good family fun! I love my xixi! :)
06/11/09
- su and dun for sacrificing being able to be on time so that I can go together
- being reminded of she who loves me and knowing that the most precious part is the shared memories that nobody can take away
05/11/09
- good yummy dinner and knowing that whenever I'm going back for dinner, there's a special spread that I like :)
04/11/09
- knowing that past 28 yrs is all a road of blessing. And it was just given so freely.
- for all that blessed me in their own special ways
03/11/09
- that special being in my life who brings me much much joy- getting e luxury of good food.
01/11/09
- the joy of seeing a little girl holding an offering can. Sometimes I think this is almost as good as having my own daughter. :)
- our fun and crazy family and e fun we had at e international party!
- our fun and crazy family and e fun we had at e international party!
31/10/09
- jess for being a bonus to share cab to e ice cream workshop and for e time spent post ice cream.
29/10/09
- the free taxi ride cos i share my cab.
- free coffee frm chris to start my day
- that though day started wrong being very late and all, it turned out well.
28/10/09
- a little darling woke up and said bye to me before i left for work... a total day brightener =)
27/10/09
- having dinner together at the guild house... i like that feeling of family. and of course seeing somebody excited to see me is a plus plus plus!
26/10/09
- seeing the first christmas tree at suntec. it just lifts my mood though i know christmas is not abt the glitzy lights and all that scrambling around...
24/10/09
- finally, my long awaited alone time.. And for having the chance to update this after a one mth and knowing there's always at least one thanksgiving each day
22/10/09
- truly enjoying my day off though personal time is sacrificed. Really had fun playing with e darling and was given a breather by having an undisturbed nap. Thank God for the understanding tat mooz shown
21/10/09
- perfect timing. That the timetable fell in place so nicely.. to have massage, meet juan and head off to the church
18/10/09
- checking into the chalet... and enjoying the time together with everybody though it's really noisy. ha...
17/10/09
- learning abt focus. you can only do one thing properly if you really focus.
- and learning that sometimes having more hands means less "efficiency" but on the whole, you still get to acheive more. guess it's abt humbling yourself and learning that you can never do it all by yourself.
- and learning that sometimes having more hands means less "efficiency" but on the whole, you still get to acheive more. guess it's abt humbling yourself and learning that you can never do it all by yourself.
16/10/09
- meeting jess! yay yay! and totally pigged out! fun!
- finally getting to watch a movie.. julie/julia... and i'm really inspired to want to try to acheive something in one year... just that have no goals... but well, at least i had fun imagining that i can do something. ha
- finally getting to watch a movie.. julie/julia... and i'm really inspired to want to try to acheive something in one year... just that have no goals... but well, at least i had fun imagining that i can do something. ha
14/10/09
- didn't like today coz my darling "had a great fall =( but thankful that we've got nonsensical games like "vacuum" to up her mood...
12/10/09
- it's my dear grandma's birthday. though we don't get to celebrate her bday now, i;m thankful for the past birthdays we celebrated... at least i remember the last bday we spent together in the states.
10/10/09
- dreamworld. love seeing the little one's independently playing... plus all the fun we had as a family
09/10/09
- the beginning of the long awaited break
- not that a good thing to bump into the CLS colleagues, but thankful that i'm reminded of the friendship i have with some of them.... and that i'm no longer suffering in that place.
- not that a good thing to bump into the CLS colleagues, but thankful that i'm reminded of the friendship i have with some of them.... and that i'm no longer suffering in that place.
08/10/09
- getting to meet elaine after such long time... and the perfect timing that she needs to work late so that it's no pressure on me.
- being able to be open and get to voice out my unhappiness at work
- being able to be open and get to voice out my unhappiness at work
07/10/09
- CN's offer to buy food and all... such a constant act of kindness... pple always say quite unusual coz usually it's assistant that buys food for boss and not the other way round
06/10/09
- BT group left =( but thankful coz i know that we don't have to lose hope just coz clients leave... and i know God is in control of our work too
05/10/09
- having the flexibility of coming in late without getting buay-song faces
- teh c kosong, a nice break in the noon!
- teh c kosong, a nice break in the noon!
04/10/09
- finally going to the gym though i'm really as unfit as where i started =(
- meeting my dear artzies after so so long... it's nice coz i think i moved on with the disappointment and expectations and stuff... so it's kinda fun to meet up
- meeting my dear artzies after so so long... it's nice coz i think i moved on with the disappointment and expectations and stuff... so it's kinda fun to meet up
03/10/09
- receiving an sms from "my fats" asking me to go gym. haha. just like that kinda little make me smile sms =)
- nicest egg in the world! for the nice family fun day out at the esplanade. the joy i get from spending time with them together with a nice component of watching performances, which is something i really enjoy
- nicest egg in the world! for the nice family fun day out at the esplanade. the joy i get from spending time with them together with a nice component of watching performances, which is something i really enjoy
01/10/09
- finding simple pleasures like that yong tau fu at suntec. sometimes i'm just thankful that simple things like food can do so much for me
30/09/09
- getting to meet marg and jacq. it's been a long time since i bother to meet pple to catch up...thankful that though it's less familiar, at least you are still being included.
28/09/09
- nice time of hanging with hj and wj. though we didn't get the feast we wanted, it was still fun hanging and talking nonsense
27/09/09
- sally's faithfulness and love for ordering rice for us every week. that morning sms is always the start of my sunday mornings. =)
26/09/09
- totally enjoying that praise group session. think i really like to banchang and of course i'm thankful for the opportunity to do something i enjoy
- spending time with su at the tiramisu place... haven't had the luxury to talk like that for as far as i can remember.... i'm just thankful for the new stage of life she's stepping into, and thankful for the blessings given to her, and that everything is so well staged and obvious that God's hand is in it =)
- spending time with su at the tiramisu place... haven't had the luxury to talk like that for as far as i can remember.... i'm just thankful for the new stage of life she's stepping into, and thankful for the blessings given to her, and that everything is so well staged and obvious that God's hand is in it =)
25/09/09
- doing the prayer walk and enjoying it so much. to realise that there's so much to pray for in the company... and that encouragement to know that we're all in it together.
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